A month later
I took a whole month off of school to mourn the death of my parents and sell the house & move in with lucky...I'm realizing that....it's going to be easier to suspect that we're actually dating. I'm guessing.
Today is Monday and I'm ready to face it and get back to school and to work! Realizing that I still have a few days to catch up before the end of the school year and graduation...yes..I graduate in 3 days...I'm feeling good about it! I showed up to the senior dinners and practices...I got it down pack. The good thing is that I get to shake and hug Luckys hand when I get my diploma...I personally chose him...the school let me choose because I lost both of my parents and I told him that he was the biggest help! I'm so happy...and I feel like I should just hug him I feel like I should kiss him too! Shock the whole school...maybe...like right after I get my diploma because my diploma establishes that I've graduated...right and I'm 18 so it's not illegal...but it's also unprofessional........
Maybe I shouldn't do it!
I finally walked into the school doors...trying to keep a smile on my face! Trying not to think about Claire God knows I don't want to talk to her!
"Sorry for your lo-" a guy walked up to me and said but I didn't let him finish I cut him straight off.
And yelled. "GUYS PLEASE DONE COME UP TO ME AND SAY "sorry for your loss" "I hope you feel better" "your parents were great" DONT DO THAT! IM OVER IT THEYRE GONE THEYRE NEVER COMING BACK SO FORGET AND MOVE ON!!! IF YOURE COMING TO ME TO TALK ABOUT MY LOSS THEN DONT OR I WILL IGNORE YOU AND AND DONT FEEL BAD THAT I IGNORED YOU BECAUSE IM TELLING YOU KNOW! PLEASE AND THANK YOU! " I walked off to go down to the cafe. As soon as I swung the door open I saw Claire...I immediately turned around to walk out until I heard a familiar voice call my name....
It's not like I don't hear it enough at home. "Hi mr.smith" I smiled. "Look, don't worry about my class you're caught up! So just chill for the past three days" he smiled. "Oh thank you lucky." I smiled back. "I love you" I said lowly. "I love you too" he looked like he was about to kiss me but he just walked off. I smiled "yes" I yelled!
Then I heard another familiar voice call me. "Claire I don't want to talk to you at all! You're not my friend not my best friend not an acquaintance..hell you're not even my enemy...that's how worthless you are! Don't speak or look at me ever again or I will rip your eyeballs out your sockets and Shove them in your mouth so you can choke die and go to hell!" I stormed off....
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It was finally sixth period. Lucky told me I could Chill so I took a nap in his class. So basically day one of three is finally over and I get to go home to the love of my life.!
I heard the bell ring early...to dismiss us? Since I'm in Luckys class I stayed halfway sleep halfway awake after the bell,but if someone tries to wake me up on the way out... I'm "knocked"
"Can you please do anything to help me with this grade me.smith!" I heard Claire's voice. "I'm sorry but it's too late for you to do anything...grades go in the grade book in about 10 minutes and that's it!" Lucky explained. "I know this has to do with our situation....me trying to expose you and Ariana" he said with attitude. " I never talk about my private life during school and I never let my private life interfere with my school life...so no this is all you not me" he said. Which made me smile.
"So why did you help Ariana out...you're dating her and that's private interfering with school" she asked. "Seriously Claire...I'm her teacher...she's been out for a month because not one but both of her parents died...I'm not the only teacher that helped her...all of her teachers helped her get back on track....you've been here everyday and never put forth an effort to get your work done and it took a tole on you" lucky lectured. "Bull shit, lucky! I need to raise my grade or I will fail This grade!" She yelled .
"And I said I'm sorry it's too late! I have five minutes to put these grades in...so please go home! Maybe your grade will raise after I put your test and quizzes in and i know you're smarter than what you're showing me...see you later" he dismissed her and she stormed off.
I raised my head up.
"You handled that really well" I smiled. "You heard all of that?"
"Yeah" I frowned. "I don't feel bad for her at all" I shook my head. "But I know she's smart and better than what she presenting I'm positive she'll graduate" i smiled.
Claire pov
"You handled that really well" Airana said. "You heard all of that?" Lucky replied
"Yeah"
. "I don't feel bad for her at all"
That bitch I shook my head.
"But I know she's smart and better than what she presenting I'm positive she'll graduate"
What Ariana said made me come to a realization....
i was being thee worst friend to her and after all I've done to her...she still speaks good about me! She's the good friend! I was just so angry at her for lying to me about lucky! calling her a bad friend when she really wasn't being one...it was me...and after she told me about him...I was just focusing on trying to get her to hit Rock bottom and trying to expose her...so she can look bad and actually get into major trouble for once. so lucky could realize how he's not her type, but she is his type...It killed me how they gave off some type of vibe that they were into each other! I just grew angrier and angrier and it's just because I...I am jealous of her! I'm not jealous of her Looks, her figure, long black hair and wealth...I'm I'm jealous because
Im in love with her boyfriend...our teacher...
Lucky Blue Smith.
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WOAHHHHHHHH
Obviously this book is coming to an end! Schools almost over! Two more days left. That doesn't mean that they're two more chapters left tho
*wink wink*
But
Guys!!!! What do you think will happen next? Will she fail high school? Will she to talk to Airana again? Will lucky find out about Claire's love for him?
I mean dang!
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