Bellamy Blake x reader Prompt Session

I think i'm in love with you and i'm terrified

I laid in bed staring at the ceiling, not moving. I was supposed to get up and start work duty who knows how long ago, but I just couldn't bring myself to move. All I could think about was Bellamy. He's been my best friend since we got on the ground. Nothing could separate us. And now, here I was, thinking about him in a way I never thought I could.

I heard rustling at the tent entrance and looked up to see Bellamy slowly coming in. I moved my eyes back to the ceiling as he was the last person I needed to see right now.

"(Y/N), what's up? Why are you still in bed?" He asked walking over and sitting on the floor next to the make shift bed.

I just shrugged and I saw him frown from the corner of his eye, "Are you feeling sick?"

I shook my head, but stayed silent.

He set a hand on my shoulder and I hesitated before looking over at him, "Come on, sit up."

I sighed, but followed directions, sitting up across from him.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked, looking me in the eye. He's my best friend, I tell him everything so why stop now?

"Bellamy," I started, grabbing his full attention, "I think I'm in love with you and I'm terrified."

His eyes widened as I looked at my hands in my lap. It was quite. I felt tears stinging at my eyes, begging to come out.

"(Y/N)..." He began with a whisper and I looked into his eyes.

"It's okay," I cut him off, "You don't have to say anything. Let's just go to work."

I started to stand up but he grabbed my arm. I looked at him and he had tears in his eyes, so I sat back down next to him.

"I don't think you're as terrified as me." He whispered.

I opened my mouth to say something else, but he kept talking, "I was too scared to say something. I thought you wouldn't want to be with me or even be my friend anymore. I couldn't live in a world where you and I weren't friends so I kept my mouth shut."

I looked at him, "Are you saying...?"

He nodded and set a hand behind my neck, pulling me closer and closer until our lips met. It was like an explosion, it was like being high on every drug at once, it was like pure and utter bliss. Then, he pulled away, laying his forehead on mine, both our eyes still closed.

"Yeah, I'm saying I love you, too." He whispered with a smile on his lips.