5SOS Imagines

gone (Calum)

You haven't heard from Calum in a few hours, and you're worried. You've been at the mall with your best friends, and you've been gone all day. Recently, Cal has been getting loads of hate and it's worrying you, especially since you haven't heard from him. Time seeming to go on forever, you want to hurry and leave so you can get back home and cuddle with Calum and just forget about the world.

When you guys finish shopping, the sun is setting, throwing streaks of color across the cloudless sky. It's warm outside, and your friends want to stop and get food. Signing, you ask them to take you home first. Groaning, they agree and drive you home. "Guys, I'm worried about Cal." You admit. "Why?" Your friend who's driving asks. "He hasn't answered me at all, and he's been getting loads of hate lately. It's really worrying me, I just want him to be okay." You explain.

"He'll be alright. I promise." She says. You nod, uncertainty still filling your mind.

Eventually, you pull up to your house, grab your bags, say bye, and run inside. Your shared (with Calum of course) is silent, and a terrible, uneasy feeling forms in your stomach. "Calum!?" You call. No answer. You go into your room, and it's empty. Realizing that the bathroom light is on, you knock. Silence. "Calum?" You ask again. He doesn't answer, so you warily open the door.

He's laying on the ground, lifeless. "Fuck!" You yell, tears streaming down your face. Immediately, you call 911. As they're on their way, you pick up the note that's laying on the ground by him.

Y/n

I'm sorry. You're the only person that was hurt by this, I know. I'm sorry I hurt you. I just have been strong for way too damn long and I can't anymore. I can't just keep going along and acting like everything is great and wonderful. The only good thing I ever had in my life was you and the boys, but the boys have each other. They'll survive and be happier now that I'm not dragging them down any longer. You have a chance to be happier as well, you can move on to somebody who can be with you every single day, and not have to leave for tours and shit. I never deserved you anyway. I love you, so much. I always have and always will.

-Calum x

-amber