Nothing lasts forever

Forgotten

It's been 3 days since Isiah asked me out and things have been moving slowly.

Text conversation

Isiah: Yo 10:27 pm
Tiana: Hey 10:27 pm
Isiah: You good? 12:09 am
Tiana: Yeah just waiting to 12:10 am
Open my birthday presents😂
Isiah: Lol, anyway I'm going 12:45 am
To bed

Wow, he didn't even say happy birthday. It's okay he still has the rest of the day I guess, maybe I'm overreacting. I guess I do find it out that he takes forever and a day to reply to me when I reply straight away, he's probably busy.

For the past couple days our conversations have been really boring and really dry since we got together. I'm trying not to think the worst but I guess I get really insecure especially since all his exes ( and trust me there's a lot) are all way prettier than me. The fact that he's had so many makes me wonder, what's wrong with him. In my eyes he's perfect but going through at least 6 girls a year makes me think he can't handle relationships, I wanna be the one to change that.

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I woke up at 10am feeling surprisingly refreshed with Isiah being the first thing on my mind. I had the most amazing dream that he took me to a secluded beach at night with the stars shining brightly above. Where he had prepared a three course meal and the food was absolutely divine. Champagne was flowing and we fed each other like a real couple, he stared at me with lust in his eyes as I was lost in his deep brown orbs he leaned in as I closed my eyes ready to receive his sweet kiss when BAM - I wake up alone in my bed.

I rolled over and checked my phone over 100 texts saying happy birthday. My name was on everyone's snapchat stories and my dm's were full of birthday paragraphs and I was tagged in really cute yet embarrassing throwback pictures on Instagram, I felt loved by so many yet none of these snaps, messages, dm's were from Isiah. He's probably sleeping or something, we'll talk eventually.

I didn't want to do anything big for my birthday I just wanted to have a chill yet enjoyable day but hopefully a night full of love with my boo.

I smelt pancakes being cooked from downstairs as I realised my roommate/ best friend Alyssia was cooking. I quietly stepped out of my room to see that the entire upstairs landing was covered in balloons and glitter ( I better not be expected to clear this shit up). I kicked my way through the balloons and ran downstairs to where breakfast awaited.

"Happy Birthday to you, I hope that you're happy, you're looking rough as fuck and you're hair's looking nappy", sang Alyssia chuckling at her rhyming skills.

"1. I would be happier if my best friend wouldn't of insulted me but Imma let it slide. 2. I don't look rough I look bomb as fuck and 3. My hair is soft and silky because I wear my headscarf to bed unlike you", I joked hugging her from behind.

Once we had finished breakfast we sat on the couch for a while watching re runs of the boondocks ( my absolute favourite show). " So what's today's motive", I asked Alyssia. " Well, I know you want a chill day so how about we go shopping, go have something to eat then drive around and explore the city listening to all our favourite songs while curving niggas", suggested Alyssia. "Sure lets go!", I cheered. We each went to our seperate bathrooms to go take showers and get ready. Once we were showered and dressed looking as sexy as can be we made our way to the shopping mall in Alyssias Range Rover.