Nothing lasts forever

Could it be?

My head was pounding but the events that took place last night made me feel better. I still wondered why Isiah has "business to handle" and always has to "take care of something". I wanted to bring it up with Alyssia but she would go mental, she still doesn't even know that he forgot my birthday, the only reason I haven't told her is for he own safety. Alyssia can go ballistic at times.

"TT come down here!", shouted Alyssia. I ran downstairs and saw the video of me and Alyssia on stage with Rocky showing on the TV. It was E news. "So which one of these beauties is A$AP Rocky's new boo. He previously said in an interview that he wanted children a daughter specifically, hmm we'll come back with more on this story". Me and Alyssia laughed at the fact that this was actually made into a story. They actually even showed the videos and pictures from his snapchat. They were trying to stir things.
I checked my phone and saw old numbers that I hadn't spoke to in over 2 years pop up asking me a million questions - I just aired them all and my Instagram was blowing up with dozens of followers, comments especially the picture of Rocky.

My phone started ringing and it was Isiah.

Phone conversation

Tiana: Hey Isiah
Isiah: So I leave the club and you think that's your chance to spring on A$AP Rocky
Tiana: I didn't do anything with him
Isiah: That's not what articles are saying, don't think I didn't see it on your story and all the rest of the Mob too
Tiana: What are you on about, I was just hanging out with him, and how could you trust those online articles when you know they tell bullshit
Isiah stayed silent
Tiana: Exactly your silent now because you know I'm right
Isiah: But you twerked onstage with him
Tiana: So you wanted me to say no to him, A$AP Rocky in front of the whole club, you know I'm a massive fan
Isiah: I know, I know but-
Tiana: But what, you were acting all rigid and stiff in the club like you would of been anywhere in the world but there with me. First you forget my birthday, you're always being blunt with me, you make excuses when we hang out and you want to call my phone chatting bull, goodbye.

I hung up the phone rubbing my temples trying to process what happened. Alyssia came over and hugged me. "He forgot your birthday and you didn't tell me?", Alyssia face went from concern to anger. "Please don't be angry at me", I pleaded. "Girl I ain't angry at you I'm angry at him, you're lucky I don't key his car", I laughed at her silliness. "What's today's motive?", I asked her. "I don't know but I need to go cop some Jordans A$AP". " Can't even lie I need some too", I nodded.

We went to footlocker and Alyssia had her eyes on the Jordan 1 flight 3, they were Black and Gold and absolutely beautiful, I was gonna have to borrow them from her. But as I was looking around my eyes fell on these all black Jordan Flight Origin 2's. They were exactly me.
When I got home I didn't even take them out of the box. I didn't want to risk them getting scratched or dirty.

My head still hurt so I decided to take a nap. But I had the craziest dream. I was at a cliff side with Isiah and we were having a picnic and then all of a sudden  3 cars pulled up and 15 niggas hopped out but one was a girl. It was the same girl that I kept seeing, the one that I saw come out of Isiah's block and the one I saw in the club. She announced to the niggas that Isiah was her man, so I obviously stepped in claiming my man. But the niggas just pushed me out the way and tried to beat up Isiah. They tied his hands and put a gun to his temple. They asked if he was cheating on the girl with me and he said no. They said to prove he wasn't he'd let them push me off the cliff and guess what this nigga did he let them push me but before I fell I woke up drenched in sweat with a fever.

I checked my Instagram and saw Isiah had posted a new picture and the same girl that commented on his last picture comment again. "Baby 😍❤️😘💖" . I didn't want to say I was suspicious of anything because in a relationship you need trust. But he didn't trust me so I was in a bit of a predicament.
"TT, Your deadbeat man posted a pic on the gram and some hoe commented love eye emoji's and hearts and shit", shouted Alyssia from downstairs. I went downstairs and could see she was shaking her head at the comment.  "Whatchu gone do about it", she questioned looking concerned. "Nothing she probably just a thirsty fan begging for likes and comments", I said shrugging. "You sure? Cause I've seen her comments before and looks like they could possibly have some  connection, some chemistry, some type of history- you gonna do some investigating?", she looked me straight in the eye hoping I'd say yes but I know that Alyssia would do her research deep, she can find anyone Facebook, their mum's Facebook their cousins Facebook she can find your baby pictures she can find family members you don't even know about. I couldn't let her investigate. If she was trying to infer I was being cheated then she's wrong, he's my first official boyfriend no way he'd cheat on me, he knows I love him he wouldn't intentionally hurt me, would he?