He leaned down and kissed me passionately. After a few moments I kissed him back. Although this may sound bad, out of the three guys I've developed feelings for over these past few months, only this one seemed to really be meant to be. I've known Cameron for most of my life. I guess there was always an underlying feeling for him but I never really realised it until now. But honestly I don't know whether I want to take it there with him, to pursue a relationship just yet. Maybe I just need to slow down on men for a while now. I jumped from one relationship to another and they both ended up in shambles. I don't want ours to end up the same.
We broke from the kiss and he smiled down at me looking into my eyes. I avoided his eye contact but it was no use as he lifted my chin to look directly at him. " Tiana"
"Cameron" I said barely above a whisper.
" do you feel it?" He asked to my confusion.
He chuckled lightly at my facial expression.
"This feeling. I don't know if it's love? But this connection?"
I was at a loss for words. Of course I felt the same way he did but I knew that he'd want a relationship out of this, something I'm just not ready for right now. Would he understand me? Do I tell the truth and jump into something I'm not ready for? Do I lie to save my heart? There was a battle going on inside of my head and I didn't even realise that minutes had passed by.
"Tiana? TT?"
I suddenly snapped out of it.
"Uhmmm" I started, my voice then trailed off.
"Don't worry" he said smiling although his voice sounded a little mellow. Was it because of me? Just as I was about to say something I heard the front door open
"TT I'm home!" Shouted Alyssa.
"Hey Tiana" shouted Jermaine too.
"Looks like we've got company" Cameron said as he went downstairs immediately, not even waging did him to join him.
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