Nothing lasts forever

The catch up

It's been a couple weeks since me and Cameron kissed, in honest truth I can't stop thinking about it, I should not feel this way it's wrong but feels so right. I was too busy thinking about Cameron not realising that I was seconds away from colliding into someone. "Sorry", I mumbled, carrying on walking till I was pulled back by the stranger. "Come on Tiana, don't say you didn't see me. I miss you.", Chris attempted to pull me into a hug but I moved back. "Why you acting brand new? You ain't popped up to me in weeks, I thought what we had was special baby", he stroked my cheek. "Tell that to Keisha", I removed his hand from my face. "Damn, so salty. I told you I was sorry", he smirked. I couldn't stand his bullshit so I turned walking towards the car park. "Come on, don't walk away Tiana", he followed me all the way to my car knocking on the window. I rolled down my window, "What do you want, the conversation was over just like our relationship, there's nothing more to be discussed", I huffed, "but I miss you, I love you", he leaned in, "doesn't that mean anything to you baby girl?". I rolled my eyes, "Are you done? Can I go now?". He stepped away from my car with his hands in his pockets, I rolled up my windows and drove home.

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"Damn TT he's really whipped", laughed Alyssia after I told her about today's occurrence. "I know but I can't be asked for his bullshit", I flicked my braids laughing. I checked my phone and saw I had a snap from Rocky.

Yo Tiana, I've been in London for a couple days, do you and Alyssia wanna catch up at Red bull studios 😏

"Alyssia, Rocky just snapped me he said he wants to catch up with us at Redbull studios, you coming?", I asked her. "I wish I could but I got a date with Jermaine, tell Rakim I'm sorry", she pouted obviously disappointed.

Hey Rakim, it'll just be me, Alyssia can't come - see you soon xx

I went upstairs and changed my outfit, it was kinda warm so I didn't need a jacket I changed into a grey hoodie with my light blue slashed skinny jeans, grey Nike Roshes, and vintage gold rimmed glasses. I sprayed myself with my Paco Rabanne Olympéa perfume.

"Damn Tiana, who you looking fly for? It's just me Flacko the boys ain't here", Rakim laughed hugging me tightly. "I only look good for myself Rocky", I hugged him tightly. "I missed your lil British accent and shit. You and Ally gotta fly out with me one day.", he said guiding me to the couch. "We would love to fly out with you, we're always up for adventure", I smiled. "So what's new with you Tiana? How's my homie Chris, y'all dating yet?", he smirked rubbing his shoulders against mine. "Chris is a dickhead, we dated and everything was perfect but he cheated on me more than once and hit me", I sighed. "Damn he no longer my homie, that's fucked up, grown ass men know to never put a hand on their lady, any lady. That's just a bitch nigga move.", Rakim shook his head. "It's all good, he's out of my life", I smiled reassuringly. " So I'm taking it that you're seeing someone new", he smiled poking me, "what's his name? What he look like?". "I ain't even really seeing him, there's a connection but it's complicated cause he's one of Isiah's friends but they're not that close anymore. His name is Cameron, here's a picture", I said showing him my phone, he stared at the screen smiling. "That's a cute picture, he looks okay I guess", he shrugged, "Shut up you're only saying he's okay because you're the "pretty motherfucker"", I lightly pushed him. "Oh so you must really like him, look you're already defensive", he laughed, going over to the laptop. "Aight now enough about your live life, listen to this instrumental and tell me what you think?", the music blared through the speakers and I nodded along as I saw a smile creep across his face, he paused the instrumental. "It's pretty good, doesn't Ty usually do the beats though?", I questioned. "He does but we're trying something new", he shrugged.

"Why the fuck are you snapping me?", Rakim laughed looking up from his phone, "so people will believe me when I say I'm hanging with A$AP Rocky", I cheesed. "Alright pass your phone here, let's do a video". I sat closer to him on the couch, "Yoo Tiana's snapchat it's the one and only A$AP Rocky, Pretty Motherfucker, Lord Flacko and I just want you all to know that Chris is a bitch ass nigga", he handed me back my phone smiling while I sat there with my open in shock. "You actually said that? On my snapchat?", he rubbed the back of his neck, "you mad?". My facial expression of shock instantly turned into the biggest smile, "mad because of what? I love you Rakim!", I hugged him tightly, "Damn Tiana, I love you too. I just had to let the people know what Chris is", he laughed kissing my forehead. "Watch when this ends up on the shaderoom or something", I stroked his braids, "Fuck the shaderoom, they can suck my dick. Aight now I'm hungrier than a motherfucker, I want some McDonald's I'll tell one of my body guards to get it, type in your order", he handed me his phone and I typed in what I wanted.

"Tyler wasn't kidding English Bacon is week as hell and you guys have such small portions.", Rocky said in between eating his meal. "Allow the dissing, I forgot you're such good friends with Tyler The Creator, can I meet him one day?", I begged. He nodded his head still complaining about his burger.

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"Thank you Rocky it was fun hanging out with you", I smiled, "It's my pleasure, thank you for hanging out with or I would of been lonely as hell. Let me know how things work out between you and Cameron and remember Chris is a bitch ass nigga. Feel free to hit me up anytime", he kissed my cheek before helping me out the car, "and tell Ally i'm real disappointed she couldn't come", he said before I went inside the house.