You're so thotful, you're so thotful
You're so bad girl, you're so awful
I fuck you right in my office .
Me and Alyssia screamed at Drake's sexual lyrics. "You prolly wish Isiah did that to you", teased Alyssia. I rolled my eyes and retaliated with, "Shut up I know you wanna fuck Jermaine". "How do you know I haven't already, huh?", she stuck her tongue out as I held my chest in shock. "I'm just playing with you, I just wanna kiss him, have you seen those lips oh my Lord, he's gorgeous, sex will come later in our relationship ", she squealed, "speaking of fucking we have to go hit up IKEA we should really redecorate this place". I laughed at the fact that sex made her think of IKEA.
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I got dressed in my dark blue jeans, a black turtle neck crop top, my new Jordan flight origin 2's and I topped it off with my gold chain and gold hoop earrings. Alyssia came out wearing a similar outfit except her top was burgundy and she was wearing Timberlands.
We drove to IKEA while listening to roll safe fire in the booth. The car ride to IKEA was full of banter. We didn't even plan on getting anything but we picked up a trolley just in case, I hopped in and Alyssia pushed me round, every now and then I'd hop out to look at furniture. "Ooh TT look at that four poster bed, that's bed I'm going to buy for me and Drake to fuck in, that's the desk he'll fuck me on, that's kitchen table top he'll- ", I had to cut her off because there stood a little girl around 4 or 5 years old clutching a teddy looking up at Alyssia with her eyes wide in shock. " Oh shit, wheel away, wheel away", Alyssia screamed as she pushed me off to a different section. I can't take this girl no where, but I love her.
Baby girl I'm sorry about yesterday. Forgive me please.
Isiah| 2:45pm
Alyssia looked over my shoulder and read the text message, she rolled her eyes and scoffed. "I don't know why you're still with him, Chris is a better match than Isiah, I know it, Jermaine knows it, Chris knows it, I'm pretty sure Isiah knows it too, but here you are stuck with this nappy headed fool, he always apologising and that's not good cause that means he always doing stupid shit that hurts you". I took a deep breath, "but I love him". "Shut up with that bull crap, saying "but I love him" isn't an excuse for anything and everything, don't even try disagree". I hung my head in shame because everything she was saying was true, I couldn't object or disagree or argue back. "Are you actually going to reply to his message", she questioned. "I guess I will", I half smiled.
I forgive you
Tiana| 2:52
As we drove back home we passed Isiah's house and I could see the same girl from the club come out of his block again, she looked directly at me through the window. Her face didn't show any anger, any hatred, yet no adoration or friendliness her face looked intrigued as though she was trying to pinpoint where we could know each other from. I thought nothing of it. "TT was that girl mean mugging you?", Alyssia said when we stopped at the traffic light, "I'll turn this car around and beat her ass". "Leave the girl alone she hasn't done anything , why you always wanna fight", I laughed. She shrugged her shoulders and carried on driving.
Missed Call
Isiah| 4:25
Text conversation
Tiana: Did you call me?
Isiah: Sorry wrong number, I was meant to call another girl
I took a double take. Another girl? I tried not to overreact he probably meant his cousin, or Aunty - nothing to worry about. Then why didn't he say that. So many different theories ran through my mind. I was drifting off in deep thought when Alyssia shook me hard. "I've been calling your name for 5 minutes straight you've just been staring at your phone , what's wrong let me see". She read the message and slammed her hand down hard into the couch cushion. "I swear I'm going to kill this nigga, I'm going draw on every pair of trainers he owns, I'm going to key his car, I'm going brick his yard, I'm cut off his - ", I had to stop her right there cause she's making accusations and assumptions, she's thinking the worst of the situation she's usually the positive one. I appreciate her loyalty to me and that her reflex to me being hurt is to hurt the person that hurt me.
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Nothing lasts forever
Romance"I've never been so happy, the air seems cleaner, my smile seems wider, my heart seems to beat faster, I wish it lasts forever" That was me before everything flipped, before I felt like my life fell apart but I guess it's true what they say; nothing...
