Nothing lasts forever

Serious?

Chris and Jermaine went home yesterday and as much as I love Chris I was glad to have space and to be alone with Alyssia, but today I wasn't hanging out with Alyssia I was hanging out with Aamayah cause we rarely talk nowadays.

"Soo, TT how's things with Chris", she grinned nudging my shoulder. "Everything's good, he's such an amazing person", I couldn't help but smile at the thought of him.

We got on the bus and surprisingly Cameron, Dre and of course Isiah happened to be on the bus. "Oh shit hey Tiana", Cameron greeted. "Isiah look who's here it's Tiana", he winked. I rolled my eyes smirking. Me and Aamayah were just talking minding our own business and of course Isiah and his loud ass friends had to cut it off with their shouting. "Shut up Dre you know I ain't no virgin", shouted Isiah I could feel him staring at me but I just ignored it continued on my phone. "Ooooh, Tians did you hear that", Dre shouted. "Why are you shouting I'm right here and yes I heard", I rolled my eyes getting annoyed. "They're so annoying, just ignore them", whispered Aamayah. I ignored them until I heard Isiah talking about one of the conversations he had with some girl. "Shit man, so this girl texted me and was all like come round. So I was like what for, she said she would do anything I wanted. So obviously I slid through and you guys know what happened next", he laughed nudging Cameron and Dre. I sighed and just stared at the picture of Chris on my lock screen. "This girl is so buff, she has a fatter ass than my ex and she's way prettier than my ex", he smirked at me knowing that he struck a nerve."Come on girl it's our stop", Aamayah said guiding me off the bus and of course Isiah Dre and Cameron decided that this was their stop too. They ran across the road and sat on the opposite wall overlooking the bus stop. "He's so disrespectful, I'm so sorry TT", Aamayah rubbed my back. I shouldn't be feeling this way I have Chris and he makes me happy.

We crossed the road at the traffic lights and in order to get to the other bus stop we had to walk past the wall they were sitting on the wall. "Let's be petty and talk about Chris in front of him", Aamayah suggested. I nodded smiling and made sure when we walked past I spoke loud and clear. "He's so amazing and he's soo buff, his abs make me melt and I've never been so happy", I smiled at Isiah. He looked taken aback but tried to keep composure. "Oh shit, Isiah did you hear that, she thinks he's buff", Dre said trying to annoy Isiah. "She's blatantly talking bout me", Dre said winking at me. I rolled my eyes laughing cause Dre thought I had a thing for him. Aamayah high fived me and we continued walking towards the bus stop only to realise it was closed. "Fuck sake! Now we gotta walk past him again!", I shouted rubbing my temples in stress. I braced myself and walked past the wall, Isiah decided he just had to have the last word. "He's cute huh? I don't give a fuck cause my girl is better looking than you", he scoffed. "You'll never find no one like me and unlike you my boyfriend is real. I ain't even gon sink to your level of pettiness, goodbye Isiah", I flicked my hair and walked away. "He's a dickhead don't worry about that nigga", Aamayah smiled. How could someone who I once cared for so deeply with all my heart all of a sudden become someone who I'm starting to despise.

When I got home I crashed out on the couch and I could smell Alyssia's cooking. "Yo Ally what are you making?", I said walking into the kitchen. "Nothing special just fried chicken, rice, green beans and roast potatoes ", it'll be done in a minute. I set the dining table and sat down rubbing my temples. Alyssia set the plate of food down in front of me and sat opposite me. "How was your day with Aamayah?", she asked. "It was good but we happened to see Cameron, Dre and Isiah. Obviously shit popped off", I sighed.  "Girl why didn't you call me, this nigga stay pissing me off and he ain't even my ex. He would of caught these hands, believe that", she said squaring up. "Shut up before I make Jermaine take care of your ass", I said.

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It was late into the evening and me and Alyssia were just chilling in her room talking, we were having one of our deep conversations. We went from rap to religion to family to the future to secrets to our issues and problems and we ended up not going to bed until 4:50am.  It was times like these where I chose my best friend over sleep. She was one of the few people who actually took the time to figure me out and help me.

I woke up to my phone pinging, it was around 11am. I unlocked my phone and checked my Whatsapp.

Isiah: You've been blocked by this contact. For me information click the link below.

I can't believe he blocked me. I had fallen asleep in Alyssia's bed so I shook her awake. "What do you need fam?", she rubbed her eyes yawning. "Isiah blocked me!". "Oh hell no, that's a paigon move I'm going to beat his ass, in fact we are going to go to his house today and show that nigga not to mess with us", she had an evil smirk which really scared me cause Alyssia could be crazy sometimes.