Choices Between Us

Chapter 14

Another update for you. This story maybe 30 chapters......I had to time jump it ahead as I didn't want to keep going back and forth between over the same stuff. I found a picture of what I picture Raya and Harry's child to look like. Please vote and Comment.

Five years Later

"Momma?"

"Yes Lena." I looked down at my beautiful daughter beside me. She was holding my hand as we made our way through JFK airport towards security.

"How come Uncle Niall doesn't live with us here in New York? And Daddy.......we always have to take a plan to visit Daddy too. I really don't mind flying but you know that the air in planes is recycled so you are breathing others peoples breath in."

I chuckle at her lightly and hand our boarding passes and passports to the man at the security gate. We place our things in a bin and proceed through all the security checks.

"Momma?"

"Yes Lena." I smile at her as we gather our things up.

"Uncle Louis will be there too right, and Uncle Liam. I really miss Uncle Louis, we always do the coolest things. You know he always has treats for me too. The sugary kind you usually say no to. But he always gives them to me anyway. He is the best you know. I love Uncle Louis. I love all my Uncles but Uncle Louis is the best......maybe because Uncle Louis and Daddy are best friends. Did you know that Mommy?"

"I will have to have a chat with Uncle Louis." I say to my little talkative five year old. She amazed me every day. She was so smart, really wise beyond her years. She was so much like Harry, really out going, witty, goofy, she loved people like her dad. She enjoyed music and could sing like an angel but I discouraged Harry from feeding into her ability too much yet. I wanted her to figure the world out herself and not be influenced by what her father did for a living.

She loved it though, loved the big shows, the touring as she did go with her dad some on tour. Only when Gemma or Anne was able to tag along.

Harry and I relationship was different, we kept our distance from each other. We talked on the phone, he visited, we went to visit him but it was all centred around Lena. I wouldn't lie and say that I didn't think of him daily, I still love him. I guess I will always love him. He was it for me. I was encouraged to date, tried to date but it always ended with me backing away, getting cold feet.

"Momma?" Lena says breaking my thoughts. "Is Daddy's new girlfriend going to be there. She is really pretty mommy. She is so much nicer than Sara........what about Greyson? Will I get to see my brother?"

"Daddy has a new girlfriend?" I asked as we sat down and waited to be called for boarding.

"Ya he does. She was over to visit when I was at Daddy's house in the hot place, where he has the big pool. I forget what it is called."

"Los Angles." I say watching her dig her book out of her little designer bag that her Harry had giving her. The kid was more posh than I could ever think of being.

"I like it there. You know Mickey Mouse lives close by."

"Daddy has taken you to see Mickey hasn't he?"

"Oh yes. Momma you should see the princess. Daddy says that I am more beautiful than any of princess there or in the world. That makes me pretty special? Right Momma?"

"Daddy is right. You are the most beautiful princess ever." I smile at her and kiss her forehead, I push her unruly curls and waves back from her face.