Unlovable ✧ H.S

Chapter Thirteen

"I'll mis behave if it turns you on, no Mr. Right if you want Mr. Wrong. I'll tell you lies if you don't like the truth, I don't wanna be bad, I just wanna be bad enough for you."

- All Time Low

Chapter Thirteen

Hopes POV

It's been a week since I've been on tour with the boys and I love doing it to the moon and back. I'm still not fully sure about my feelings for Niall and Harry but their both great guys and would be happy for me if I was with the other person and not them, at least I hope. The boys haven't started doing major concerts yet but they've been doing small ones here and there and each time they bring something different, it doesn't feel like I've been to the same concert three days in a row because there's always different fans, and different silly dances the boys do. The tension between Niall and I had gone down a bit but that doesn't mean I don't take notice of his long stares at me or the little gestures he does. Anybody would see it as him being nice but to me I know it's him trying to figure out if I have any feelings for him or that he could possibly win me over. Right now we're at the hotel in Louis's room and we're playing an intense game of Truth or Dare.

"Hope, truth or dare?"

Louis directs his question to me. I slowly look around the room and take in the dares that Louis given to the others. Harry's in nothing but his boxers, Niall's hair is temporarily green, Zayns face is covered in make up and Liam's stuck to the safe side and done truth with witty Louis.

"Uh, truth."

It sounded more like a question but nobody thought twice of it.

"Do you fancy anybody in this room?"

I saw Niall and Harry's heads shoot up and I'm sure my cheeks were a whole new tint of red.

"Uh, yeah."

I faced an arched eyebrow and arm crossed Louis.

"Who do you fancy?"

"That's more than one question!"

"No! That's not in the rules!"

"Is too!"

"Is not!"

"Louis I will not sit here and argue with you!"

"No, Jimmy protested!"

The boys chuckled but I just gave a questioning look.

"Have you not seen our video diaries from X-Factor?!"

Louis started to shake me by my shoulders and I just shrugged.

"I was caught up in something so I couldn't bring myself to watch the show."

Truth is, that is the truth. I was caught up in trying to forget about Harry and once word had come of him participating in the X-Factor, I just couldn't torture myself to watch him become successful. I wanted him to suffer like I did for the longest time but I knew he had probably forgotten who I was.

"Whata shame! Those were the best times! That's where I found these four lads and I couldn't be happier that I did! Their my best mates and I wouldn't trade them for the world! Well maybe for some McDonald's!"

"Hey! You'd trade us in for food!"

Harry shouted out and gave Louis a hard punch in the arm.

"I could go for some McDonald's right now!"

"Me too!"

"Me three!"

"Me four!"

"Me fifth!"