26. One night of heaven

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Taylor and Seth decided we would go back. I didn't, god no. I wanted to run as far as I could now I was finally away from him. They had a point though, I would never be able to marry Seth if I didn't divorce Andrew now. And it had everything to do with facing my fears... Well I wasn't looking forward to that.
We spend another night at the hotel and would go back in the morning. Taylor insisted I would spend that night with Seth... She would go and have a flirt with the guy at the front desk she had said.

"I'm sorry i got you into this... Mess" I muttered sitting on the bed in our hotel room.
Seth looked at me and sighed. "I should be sorry. Not you" he tells me sitting next to me.
"Yeah... Did you cheat on your husband too, got pregnant and almost had your best friend beat up?" I snapped at him. Maybe it were the pregnancy hormones getting me worked up. I was really getting more and more frustrated. I starred right ahead to the wall in front of me.
"Emily!" Seth growled and gentle turned my head towards him. "You have to stop blaming yourself! It's not your fault!"
I bit my lip ready to start crying again. Curse these mood swings.
Seth looked like he was thinking very hard now and finally started speaking again.
"What if you have a girl... And she is like, I don't know, sixteen years old and she gets a boyfriend who hits her. What would you say? She should do a better job at being sweet and nice to him? Or would you tell her to ditch him?"
"I would kill him!" I told him right away.
"There you have it" he smiled giving me a small kiss on my nose. "So stop blaming yourself... Don't go and kill Andrew though... I would like that job"
He gave me this crooked grin and I shook my head. "No! I... I need you" I stammered.
Right away Seth starred smiling and pulled me close. "And I need you" he whispered.

After a long hot shower I got back in the bedroom wearing one of Seth's shirts and boxers. He had clothes with him... I left a little to quick to actually pack my things.
Seth had been watching tv but now his eyes were glued to me.
"Can I see... Your uhm..." Suddenly he looked really nervous. Even a little insecure. I knew what he meant though and smiled.
"You can" I said lifting up my shirt and showing him my little baby bump.
I heard him gasp a little "damn" He muttered in astonishment. He seemed in aw with this little thing we made.
I sat next to him on the bed and leaning back still with my shirt up. "I will get huge you know" I told him.
"Nope" he said disagreeing with my tone of dismay. "You will only get more beautiful"
He bends over and kisses my baby bump whispering "don't worry, I will take good care of her"

He sits up again and smiles at my expression which is a mixture of joy and astonishment. "You look cute like that" he tells me and now kisses my lips.
I have no idea what to say so I just wrap my arms around him to kiss him back.

The kiss that started out as sweet and careful soon changes into a more urging and longing one.
Seth pulls me on top of him and wraps his arms around my waist pulling me close to him. "I missed you so much" he mutters between kisses with his hands disappearing underneath the t-shirt I am wearing. I gasp for air under his touch, I wished for this every night after or day together and I planned on enjoying every very second of it!
"I missed you too" I whisper tugging at his shirt.
He chuckles and takes it of. My hands move over his now bare chest and I bite my lip. For a second I hesitate. What if tomorrow this is all over again... What if Andrew wins?
Seth notices my hesitation and puts his finger underneath my chin pushing it up to make me loop at him. "I promise I will never... Ever leave you again!" He says with the most intense look in his eyes. "I will be with you every step of the way!" I slowly nod, he left me before... He could do it again. "Please believe me... I will kill myself iff I hurt you again!"
"Please don't!" I tell him right away making him smile. He kisses me gently again. "Do you believe me?" He askes me looking a little scared.
I nod... I do believe him. Its just this feeling I have when I am with him. This is right...

Seth smiles again and kisses me again a little more passionate. "Time for you to take that of gorgeous." He wraps his arms around me and switches positions with him being on top of me. He starts to pull up my shirt kissing the naked skin that shows making me moan softly. He doesn't skip anything but teases me when he does skip my breast going right between them. He makes me squirm and groan in frustration.
He chuckles a little and manages to take of the whole shirt. "Okay okay" he mutters kissing my lips once more. "Your wish is my comment" he tells me and moves his lips down again...

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