Ryan Ross Imagines [✔️]

#1: Anxiety

      I walked into school and went to my first class, worrying about what would go wrong today.

"Ok please open your textbooks to page 237." Mrs Edwards, my social studies teacher, instructed

      I opened my textbook and started reading the chapter.

What if everyone is done reading? What if everyone is done answering the questions already? I stressfully thought

      My stress and anxiety always suppressed any good thoughts I have. I did have two friends, but they both talked shit about me behind my back and stopped talking to me. But I could honestly care less. Everything happens for a reason, right?

I watched as the clock ticked second by second. I waited for it to be lunch so I could relax. But then gym was after lunch, and the worst part was my crush was in gym with me.

***RING***RING***RING***

      The bell rang before everyone began to stampede into the hallway. I was heading to lunch.

      I sat alone and ate my lunch. I didn't have to worry about anything. No one really noticed me. I wasn't bullied either. I'm just invisible.

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      I walked into the gym and there he was, standing with a group of people surrounding him. He's tall, kind of skinny and has short, wavy, light brown, hair. Ryan was perfect to me, though.

"Everyone run 10 laps around the gym!" Mr Johnson yelled after he blew his whistle

What if I fall or trip? What if someone pushes me?

      I worry too much. I felt a tear roll down my face along with the sweat from the 10 laps I ran.

"Um, are you ok?" I heard a voice ask me

I turned around and it was Ryan, my crush.

"I-I'm fine." I choked out

"You don't have to lie." He said sympathetically

      I leaned against the wall and slid my back down it until I was sitting on the floor. I covered my face with my hands as I quietly cried into them.

"What's wrong?" Ryan asked as he laid his hand on my shoulder

      I removed my hands from my face to see Ryan squatting in front of me. I instantly wrapped my arms around him as I cried onto his shoulder. He rubbed my back, trying to comfort me.

"I-I'm sorry." I said as I pulled away from Ryan

"Its ok." Ryan said

      He cupped my face with his hands and wiped away my tears with his thumbs. We looked into each other's eyes before Ryan crashed his lips into mine. His lips were so soft.  I instantly kissed back.

Ryan pulled away, leaving me wanting more.

"Feel better?" Ryan asked

I nodded

"Good. I'll talk to you later y/n." He smiled before walking away