Ryan Ross Imagines [✔️]

#34: I mean it (requested)

this was requested by @patdtrashtreasure

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*trigger warning. stay safe <3*

*sequoyah's pov*

I drag my blade across my wrist and watch as the crimson liquid drips down my arm. Five cuts for not being enough for Ryan, five for being an attention whore (as some fans call me), and five for not being able to do anything without fucking something up.

"Sequoyah!" Ryan gasps.

"I swear it's not what it looks like!" I lie unsuccessfully.

"You promised me that you wouldn't do this anymore!"

"Yelling isn't helping!" I cry.

      He walks over to me and sits down next to me. Ryan wraps his arms around me and I cry into his chest, soaking his t-shirt.

"I'm sorry, baby," he apologizes.

      After sitting on the floor for half an hour, Ryan cleaned up my wrist. Then, he kissed all fifteen of my cuts, saying 'I love you' after every kiss.

"I love you, too," I mumble.

"Please promise me you won't do this anymore," Ryan whispers.

"I promise I won't. I mean it this time," I say.

      Ryan smiles before picking me up. He carries me to our bedroom and lays me down on our bed. He lays next to me and I snuggle up into his side.

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i hope you enjoyed this !!!
-halle