" Will you marry me?" He asks getting on one knee.
Oh my god.
" N-no." I stutter on my words.
" What?" He asks standing back up.
what did I just say!?!?
" No I didn't mean it that way! But Jake getting married is so serious, do you really know me that well?" I ask him.
" I know you hate when people click their pen on the desk, and you hate surprises. I also know when you eat stuff you don't like your face turns red, but most importantly I know that I love you." Tears ran down my face.
I don't know what to say.
" Just think about it baby." He says kissing my cheek.
" I will, my mom wants me to come over so I have to go."
He nods.
I'm at my moms house and I'm sitting in the kitchen while my mom makes cookies.
" Jake proposed to me." I blurted out.
" Oh my god! That's amazing Alex!" She says hugging me.
" I said no, then he said all this amazing stuff and I do love him, I just don't know why I said no." I tell her as she listens.
" Maybe there's a part of you that still loves Brennen."
" I do not love Brennen! I love Jake, and he is the better guy."
" It doesn't matter who the better guy is, it matters if the guy is better for you." She tells me.
Brennen.
" I just don't want to lose either of them."
" Sometimes the best thing to do is to let someone go, because it's not fair to the other person."
" Mom I have to go talk to Jake." I say grabbing my keys and leaving.
I don't know what is good for me. I don't like making decisions, because don't want to make the wrong decision. I don't want to lose the other person, but I won't lose Brennen. Brennen is the father of my baby girl, so how will I lose him?
" Jake are you home?" I yell dropping my keys on the table.
" I'm right here." He says sitting on the couch.
" Yes." I say.
" Yes what?" He asked confused.
I'm doing this.
" Yes I will marry you." He stands up and hugs me.
" I love you." He says.
" I love you too." I say.
And Brennen.
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The New Beginning / Brennen Taylor
Fanfic"I pushed everyone else away because they weren't you." ...................... Alex Smith a lost soul who is really just trying to find her way back to the stars, until she comes across the love of her life, Brennen Taylor. She doesn't realize it no...
