"Sarah, you have to come out" Cameron said knocking softly on the door a couple hours later
i've been sitting in the bathroom, trying to contain myself
should i be this upset? i mean you'd be this upset wouldn't you? if someone you've fallen for made you feel like he fell for you too, when in reality he's married
he's fucking married
"Sarah, please" Cameron said again
"leave me a-a-alone" i sobbed
"Sarah, let me in" he said
"you promise you won't make me get out" i sniffled
he sighed, "i promise"
i opened the door and he slipped through
i sat back down and he sat next to me
"hey, shh" he said as he put his arm around me
"how could he?" i asked, "how could he just make me fall for him and not mention he had a freaking wife?"
he rubbed my shoulder
"did they leave?" i asked and he nodded
"what am i supposed to do now?" i asked
"Hopkins, you'll be okay. it'll all be okay"
i shook my head, "no it won't Dallas. i was really feelin it with him"
he chuckled, i gave him a look and he started laughing
"what?" i asked letting little laughs out
"the way you worded that"
i shoved him and he continued laughing
"but seriously Sarah, you'll be just fine" he said reassuringly
"i just wanted him to love me" i whispered, "i just wanted Matt to love me"
"i know"
i'm heartbroken, completely and utterly heartbroken
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