"i'm going to go hang out with the guys today and you can hang out with Molly," Matt says as he comes over to me and plants a kiss on my cheek
"have fun," i say still half asleep
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"SARAH ARE YOU AWAKE" Molly yells as she comes up the stairs
"why are you in the bathroom?" she asks as she reaches my room
I begin to throw up for what feels like the hundredth time
"ew gross," she whines and closes the door
i get up and flush the toilet and wash my face
i walk out and find Molly sitting on my bed
"are you okay?"
I nod, "yeah I think i'm coming down with something"
"or you're pregnant"
I shake my head,
"when was the last time you guys did it?"
"yesterday"
"did he wrap?"
I shook my head
she squealed, "you're so pregnant"
"i am not pregnant" I simply state
"lets go get pregnancy tests." she says and I roll my eyes
"I'm not pregnant"
"then lets go get tests to prove that"
i roll my eyes again, "fine"
----
i've taken three at this point and they're all positive
"Molly..."
"are you?"
I nod, she squeals and begins to jump up and down but stops after realizing I wasn't as excited as her
"why aren't you jumping?" she asks
"how do I tell Matt?"
"what do you mean how do you tell Matt? he wants to have a family" she says and I shrug
"he's going to leave me"
"Sarah stop, he is so in love with you. he is not going to leave you."
I begin to sob
"Sarah stop."
"Molly I'm pregnant and I don't know whether I should be happy or scared,"
she hugs me and I cry into her shoulder
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i've started to warm up to the feeling of being pregnant. I'm happy
I'm still scared though, how's Matt going to react?
I mean we aren't even married yet
Molly's on the couch sleeping, the guys haven't gotten back yet
"we'reeee home" the guys yelled as they walked in
spoke too soon
"hey baby," Matt says as he walks in and sits next to me
"hey" I say as I kiss him
"are you okay?" he asks with a puzzled expression
I nod, "just feeling a little sick is all"
he kisses my forehead
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I change into my pajamas and just stand in the bathroom
I wipe my tears from my face and I walk into the bedroom hoping he won't notice
even though I really should tell him
"you okay? why are you crying!?" he asks
here goes nothing
"these aren't sad tears, they're happy tears"
"all right, well how about from now on we smile when we're happy. but why are you so happy?" he asks smiling
"I'm pregnant" I say nervously
"oh my..."
we just stare at each other in complete silence
"please say something"
"i'm gonna be a dad," he says softly and smiles, "we're pregnant" he says louder
I laugh and he hugs me and twirls me around
"I didn't think you'd react this way," I said and he chuckles
"I could tell"
"I love you," I say and kiss him
"I love you way more"
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A/N pregoooo
