"I can't believe he kissed you" Molly said, "he definently still has feelings" she said and i shook my head
"although i would love that, Katie would literally kill me"
"i think you guys are going to eventually end up together"
i shrugged, i would love that, for Matt to be in love with me although i hate him for hurting me, you can't help who you fall in love with
"i mean you guys are always around each other and i see the way he looks at you" she continued
"Molly, he's married"
"to the wrong girl. & he doesn't even like her" she said turning around to look at me
"you can deny it all you want but its true. he's just an idiot and hasn't come to his senses yet" she said looking back at the mirror finishing her makeup
i sighed, "i want him to love me." i said, "i want to be able to kiss and hug him all i want. but Katie is so pretty. that long blonde hair and blue eyes and her smile, of course he wants her"
"oh please, if all of us had to choose who Matt would be better off with it would be you" she said and i shrugged
"you guys are my friends, of course you would choose me"
"no, being your friend has nothing to do with it. i believe that you and Matt are meant to be because of the way he looks at you, because of the smile on his face whenever he sees you and vice versa. and i am not saying all that because i'm your friend, i'm saying all that because its true"
"we brought food, if you want some" Cameron said walking into my room
"yeah we'll be down in a second" i smiled and he smiled back
"you and Cameron would be cute too" she said and i shook my head
"he's my best friend. i can't even think of him as anything more than that" i said and she laughed
"i'm just saying"
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"yummm" i said taking a bite of my pepperoni pizza
"that's like your 3rd piece" Molly said and i pointed at my stomach
"i'm fat, get over it" i said chewing my food in her face and she made a face which made me and everyone else laugh
"you guys are so weird" Taylor said and i shrugged, "that is why you guys love us"
they nodded, "we love Molly, i don't know about you" Cameron said and i glared at him and he smiled
"I'm kidding you're my very favorite" Cameron said and hugged me before he put pizza sauce on my face
Molly and everyone else were definitely recording
"CAMERON ALEXANDER DALLAS" I screeched and he laughed
i took pizza sauce off my pizza and put it in his hair
"HOPKINS" Cameron freaked, now it was my turn to laugh
he threw his pizza at me and i picked it up and took a bite out of it
he laughed and i did too,
"that is definitely going on twitter" Molly said and i laughed
'@mollypolly: never have pizza with @sarahhopkins1 and @camerondallas'
i laughed at the video and so did Cameron
i tweeted back, '@sarahhopkins1: mollypolly oh please, @camerondallas and i are pretty funny, don't lie'
'@camerondallas: i agree, @sarahhopkins1 @mollypolly'
"you guys are in the same room, do you really need to be twitter messaging each other?" Taylor asked and i laughed
"you're right" i said putting my phone down
"oh my gosh," Molly said before i felt something wet on my cheek
"CAMERON" I yelled before i stood up
"yuck, yuck, yuck" i said wiping my cheek
he licked the pizza sauce off my cheek how gross
my phone beeped in my phone, i took it out and it was a text from Matt
to: sarah
from: matt
i love you.
i frowned,
"are you okay Sarah?" Molly asked and i shook my head
"i need a second." my voice cracking as i walked upstiars
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i got to my room and paced back and forth, why would he do that? why on earth would he do that?
should i be upset? should i be happy?
i called him
"hello?"
"was that some kind of sick joke?" i yelled
"what are you talking about?" he asked
"that text message. Matt quit fucking around. you're married. you chose Katie. so please just leave me alone" i yelled and hung up throwing my phone
you guys probably think i'm a baby, that i'm over reacting but i'm not
i know i'm not
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A/N I would love to have Cameron as a best friend
