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Shawn's POV

It was now Monday, Lana hasn't talked to me since and neither has Adri. She saw me dancing with Lana, i think anyways, she has no right to be mad even if she is.

I got dressed and said good morning to Aaliyah and everyone else and began walking to school.

"Shawn!" A voice called and I turned around to see Adri jogging towards me, "yeah?"

"Who was that girl you were with at that party on Friday?"

"I dunno"

"What do you mean you don't know? You don't know her name?" She attacked me and I sighed loudly letting out an eye roll.

"Her name is Lana. Why do you care?"

"What is wrong with you? I just asked you a question, oh my god"

I took a deep breath before turning on my heel and walking away, "where are you going!?" She called.

"Where the hell do you think?"

•••

I felt bad for snapping at Adri, but it's not like I had a choice. Well I actually really did have a choice, I could realize that Calum makes Adri happy and that's all I could ever want. Or I could actually do something about Calum, instead of lashing out at Adri for liking a guy.

This is just too messed up-and by "messed up" I mean childish and stupid.

Some where along the road I just decided to tell Adri the truth. I was really damn tired of all of this and she's gonna find out sooner or later so why can't it be from me.

I'll just apologize for lashing out at her and then slowly ease her into a conversation about Calum being the worst human being to ever walk this earth.

I walked out of school and scanned the school grounds for Adri, I found her talking to Mila a cute brunette in my English class. They said their goodbyes and Adri shot her a smile before Mila walked away, I approached Adri slowly and she turned around even slower.

"Hey" I breathed out, "listen I'm really sorry about what I said earlier. I'm just stressed out about school and music and college.." lies. pure LIES

"Shawn," Adri sighed clutching her books to her chest. "I know you weren't "stressed out" or whatever. Something is actually wrong, you've been acting like this since I started dating Calum. What is it?"

I licked my lips trying to come up with a quick answer but I just couldn't hold back my thoughts any longer. "He's using you. Calum is using you for Maya."

"That's ridiculous"

"He is! He told me!"  I exclaimed a little too loudly.

"Shawn I get that you don't like Calum or something but that's really fvcking  low" she spat at me. I always viewed Adri as this perfect goddess- which she was. She rarely swore and never said anything bad about anyone, so she must be really mad.

"I'm not lying. He threatened me, he said he would hurt me if I said anything to you"

"Listen Shawn, I love him and he loves me. When are you going to realize that my happiness is more important than a few jealous feels. Call me when you grow up"

•••

"Some days it's hard to see
If I was a fool, or you, a thief" I sang to the camera resting infront of me.

"Now you're just a page torn from the story I'm living."

"And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone" I sang loudly, strumming my guitar hard.

"Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake" I belted.

"Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever ma-"

"Shawn," a cold hand touched the back of my neck and I turned away from the camera letting out a high pitched scream.

"What the he-!!"

"Shh. I heard about you and Adri and I'm here to help." Lana spoke in a whisper. Cold air flowed through the open window, until I realized that's how she got in, this girl is something.

"Help me what?"

"help you get revenge."

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