Adri's POV
I dreamt of him now. I dreamt of a time where we were still friends, a time where we would laugh together, and just be together. I hate being apart from him, I hate having to push my eelings down, I hate having to pretend im head over heels for some dick who's been cheating on me for 2 weeks - just too prove a point.
Not saying that I have something to complain abut - hell I don't, I just feel a little useless, I feel like nothing is worth it anymore, I can't even remember why I'm trying so goddamn hard.
I slung wall-to-railing while walking down the stairs and to the kitchen. "God, Adri, are you hungover?" Ryan scoffed holding back a laugh but obviously not doing a very good job.
"Shut up." I grabbed my backpack off the kitchen floor and swung it over my shoulder. I walked out the door with a empty stomach, I looked like shit and there was no denying it. I tried to look good, get that whole trophy wife look but there was no use trying. M tired soggy face was drenched in liquid makeup, my eyelashes drowning in mascara, my lips on the verge of ink poising but I still wasn't pretty enough for Calum and makeup only seemed to make it worse.
He had a "doctor's appointment" today so I just walked alone, eventually I reached school grounds and i took my books out and walked to Chemistry which was my first class. I walked with no care i the world, no one payed a glance to me, I could here low snickers probably about Calum but that was it.
Next thing I know i bump into a annoyingly purple locker, "sorry" i mumble and right before i was about to walk around them, the locker shut revealing some brunette girl pressed against the door being aggressively kissed. I rolled my eyes and walked around her only to recognize the boy on top of her's bracelet.
It was the blue and black rainbow loom fishtail I made for him in 7th grade, on a class field trip to some skills camp. I followed the bracelet up his arm, to his shoulder, to his cheek, to his closed eyes until I realized..... it was Shawn.
