f o r t y - s i x

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Adri's POV

I heard Shawn yelling from a few blocks back, looks like whoever he was yelling at he was about to leave. I picked up my pace if that was even possible and turned the corner only to see Shawn walking away from Lana I ducked behind Mr. Gonzales' bushes and got ready to run through his yard as a shortcut. The second i stood up Lana's sharp words cut my ears in a way none has ever done before.

"Shawn, i'm pregnant." 

I walked around the corner just to get a better look of what was about to kill me. Shawn turned to Lana and walked to her, bringing them into a hug. a fucking hug.

Ofcourse Shawn didn't seem happy about it, but neither did Lana. I just stood heartbroken watching him comfort her, tears brewed in my eyes as I felt my lips dry up being gaped open like that. Shawn took a look up from the floor, made eye contact with me and I could see in his eyes he wanted me.

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As much as I would just love to pretend that esterday didn't happen Shawn and I would go back to being the best of friends - i couldn't. I woke up the next morning a new feeling of pain weighing me down, but i got up anyways. As usual - first class was at 8:15 and it was 8:09. I jumped up out of bed and slid on a maroon cami and some light-wash jeans and tied on some white converse.

8:11.

I grabbed a hairbrush off my nightstand and ran down stairs at a growing speed. I clutched my backpack and strung it over my shoulder before chucking myself at the door letting it fy open and me almost falling on my face, once again. Since Ryan was still asleep I didn't bother with locking the door and just took a glance at my watch. 

8:12.

I speed-walked to school which thankfully was 28 seconds away at a slow pace. I reached school with 2 minutes to spare, all I did was walk to my locker and take out the books i needed and the starbucks I left from lunch, yesterday. Although it tasted weird and i probably shouldn't have kept drinking it i just did.

I shut my locker readying myself to start my journey to French when I felt a hand on my shoulder, "hey" the voice breathed and I looked up to see Shawn.

I opened my mouth to speak but thankfully the bell rang and I just swerved him and took off with a sigh, for some reason regretting that decision.

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Shawn's POV

I spent the whole day trying to get Adri to talk to me or atleast drop some hints about if she heard about the whole baby mama thing. Although I hate the fact that I am morally and probably legally FORCED to stay and take care of that child with that fucking girl, I do love saying "baby mama".

Don't get me wrong, I'm not happy about the pregnancy. But i'm not gonna leave her as i spent a good 4 years comforting Adri for the same thing and i'm obviously not going to dump her - as much as I would love too, believe me.

My entire life is ruined but the only thing im thinking about is Adri's face that day .. and that's why i'm doing this.

I walked fast through the hall and outside, trying hard catch up with Adri who was hurrying home.

"Shawn!" the same annoying voice called and I didn't even need to turn t know it was Lana.

I just kept walking knowing that whatever she was going to tell me could wait. All of a sudden a rough hand grabbed my shoulder. "You," the voice - that was awfully familiar - growled into my ear. I rolled my eyes and turned to face it. Jase stood uncomfortably close to me towering over a little. 

And with that, Jase's foot entered my left hip, making my face plant on the concrete. He then went on to kick me multiple times in the stomach and back, I started to go numb and the voices of teachers pulling and screaming at Jase muted out to only one's;








 Adri's.




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