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Adri's POV

So the affair continued; makeouts in stalls in the girls bathroom, kissing in janitors closets, makeouts on bar sinks. It became less for Lana and more for myself because every kiss was sweeter, every kiss was more enjoyable, every kiss made me miss Shawn less. The worst part is I felt absolutely no guilt, all week. Picking Shawn up at the airport made me sad. I didn't want him back and i've never felt worse. My phone screen lit up the darkness, a text. I grabbed it off my nightstand trying hard to not wake Shawn who was sleeping beside me.

From: Sam

come to your door

I smiled slightly and hopped out of bed, tip toeing through my house to the door. I glanced at the time on the cooker. 2:47 AM.

I swung the door open and there stood Sam. He took a step inside the house and kissed me hard. "I miss you" he mumbled inbetween kisses. He walked me up the stairs and to Ryan's bedroom, "jump" he whispered and i did. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he walked us oer to the bed. his hands trailed to the hem of m t-shirt and began to pull it over my head until the door swung open. Shawn stood in the doorway, his face washed with pure hurt. Tears formed in my eyes as he whipped himself around and ran down the steps. "Shawn!" I stood off the bed and ran after him. He didn't look back. Slamming multiple doors on me as he ran through my house he walked through the last one, the front door. Shawn walked into the pouring rain with me still trailing behind him, still topless, screaming his name. My body froze, goosebumps fell over me. I tried searching for the shirt that was in my hands only to find that I dropped it a while back.

"Shawn, please!" I called at him and he finally turned around.

"What, Adri? What is it?! What could you possibly say to make this better!?" His rough and sudden accents made me jump. "You know, I put my life on pause for YOU Adri!"

"Shawn I put my brothers life on the line! I was about to kill your pregnant ex!" I screamed at him, his looked taken back by my words. "Then why did you fucking cheat on me!"

"Maybe because I didn't want to feel like I was picking my boyfriend off of my brothers human life!"

"Then why didn't you just end it?!"

"I did, Shawn! Remember! When you came crawling back to me kissing my neck basically pressuring me!"

Shawn rolled his eyes, throwing his head back in annoyance. "Unbelievable! Your unbelievable, you know that?"

"I'm done with you!" Shawn sighed turning around. "Good! I knew this was a mistake. and by the way, Sam was bett-" I was cut off my a sharp pain in my head. I fell to the sidewalk and my vision became blurry. Shawn came running down the sidewalk which suprised me. I could hear the patter of his feet on the sidewalk.

"Adri!" He screamed placing his hand on my waist and shaking me. I became lightheaded. "Don't touch me!" I growled weakness evident in my voice. I began chocking on the raindrops. I was in the middle of a hurricane.

"Adri!" He screamed cupping the bleeding cut on my head. Shawn pulled out his phone and began dialling until sparks began flying from it. "Fuck, it's fried." He sighed and rubbed his head. "Here, here" he ripped off one arm off his flannel without struggle and wrapped it around my head, and put the rest on my exposed half.

Shawn scooped me up into his arms and held me bridal style as he ran me into the house.

"I love you, Shawn. I really do and I'm so so sorr-"

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