Worthless

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Im back and at it!!! This chapter will be dedicated to NoireRouge for supporting me and IamVictoriious for the beautiful cover! Go fan these awesome ppl!!

Excuse any mistakes because I use my phone!

.... Well here u go!  

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Kyra

*Flashback*

Breathing deeply I slowly rose my hand to knock on the door. Knock, knock, knock. "Who is it?" his gruff voice called out. "Its Kyra..."

The door swung open abrubtly to reveal an angry looking Roshawn and before any words left my mouth, my face was met with a forceful blow that caused me to stumble backwards.

"Why the f*** haven't you been answering my calls? Or came to the door when I stopped by? Smh I wasted gas on your good for nothing self. Answer me b****!"

My head lowered and teard trickling my face I answered: "I'm pregnant."

"What you just said??"

This time I gazed at him dead in the eye and stated again "I'm pregnant Roshawn."

Next I knew I was being hauled in his house and was receiving a beat down similar to that of a slave being beat with no remorse by his master.

"You slut! How you gone cheat on me?? Who is this nigga?? Now you gone wish you was dead." I tried my best to shield my stomach ad even pleaded for mercy but his target was my belly. "I'm sorry little angel. Mommy will always love you."

The last thing I saw was Roshawns eyes. Dark, hatred filled and void of any real emotions.

The eyes of a monster.

*Present*

Sitting on the sofa I started to shed tears over my lost child.

"It's all my fault. All my fault. If I had just stayed put and never went to his house my baby would be here. This year Jonathan was supposed to start kindergarden. If it wasn't for me my son would still be alive.

"Why me? What did I ever do? Why has my life been nothing but sadness?? Why haven't I ever been loved? What's wrong with me??"

All these were questions that I wanted answers for. I felt like I had no more purpose.

My parents had dispised me, bestfriend moved away, my precious son taken from me, my job being turned over to be a law firm and now my payments were behind.

31 years of suffering. Two years since I stopped cutting....

Tears clouded my vision as I reached for the sharpest knife I owned and put it against my throat. "There's nothing worth living for anymore..."

Early update!!! Yes I found inspiration! Thank you to all those new readers!! Special thanks to IamVictoriious for the cover!! Go check out her books they are awesome!  

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1. What is Kyra going to do? 

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