After Jenna, he met Elizabeth. He was on the rebound and wild. But Elizabeth was nice. She was pretty and she put up with his antics. He started to feel something like love blossomed in his heart once again. Oftentimes Lizzie would just cradle his head and massage his temples. He liked when she does that. She would kiss him tenderly and all his frustrations would melt away. She ended up being his second lay and a virgin still. He clearly hadn't expected Lizzie to be a virgin still, because before him, she had already dated a number of men. Not that she seem promiscuous or what. But he still felt glad he was her first.
He again try to offer his name. He hadn't felt this good since Jen. But Lizzie had other plans.
"Chris don't be too sentimental. I have a lot of dreams I want to achieve first. Marriage is just not my thing."
The second blow.
He stayed away from Virgins since then.
What's with these girls these days, not wanting a marriage just an open lay. A fuck!!
People were hypocrite, he thought. Like they tend to buy the things they really don't need to impress people they don't even like, with money they don't even have. Chris had built a wall on himself. Never would he allow a girl in his heart again. He just couldn't take it. When he entered senior year in College he had his image changed. They had started to form a band with his close friends and girls started flocking before him.
No sooner than that he began collecting and counting girlfriends. Girls really tend to find the bad boy type a more turned on than the serious one eh, he thought ironically. So now rather than offering his name, his line started with, "Wanna fuck later babe??". It never fails.
He never opened his heart to anyone again and he never get cheated. He will never again experienced that excruciating pain associated with loving someone so deeply.
No one could come close to penetrate him. He had built a wall so high, no one even bothered to see, to know how fucked up he was inside. His worst fear was that he would end up like his father. A cheater. But he knew in his heart he will never do that. To cheat. But thankfully he's not in the position anymore for that because he will never commit and offer his name ever again. To anyone.
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The relationship contract
ChickLit"At least I did not lie the first time. I want you. In my bed. Warm and Wanton. No strings attached. I wont poked into your business and dont poke in mine. Do we have a deal??" Christian said seriously as if talking about some business deal. Kristin...
