in time// c.d

Chapter 25

Runaway.

Why did I say that? I'm such an idiot. Cameron doesn't even like me anymore. I broke up with Dylan in hopes of being with Cam.

I rolled out of bed and walked to my my closet. I grabbed a random sweatshirt, black leggings, and my black hair bow. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and hair. I then put my bangs back with the bow. I then changed and walked down stairs.

I walked to the couch and sat down. I turned on Gossip Girl and got comfy.

(a/n: omg I love gossip girl💗)

As I was half way through my episode, I got a knock on the door. I groaned and got up. I walked to the door and opened it. I saw a smiley Cameron in front of me.

"Hey Alex." Cameron said and stepped inside.

"Hey Cam." I said and sat back down on the couch. Cameron turned the tv off and looked at me.

"Why did you do that?" I pouted like a little kid.

"Can we talk?" He asked firmly. I felt my whole body shake with nervousness.

"Sure." I said. He took a deep breath and began.

"What happened last night? You said you wanted to runaway? Look I like you Alex but I have a girlfriend." He said. My heart sunk. I feel like my lungs got taken out of my body.

"Congrats." I choked through tears. I felt some run down my face.

"Alex, are you okay with all of this?" He asked and wiped some tears away. I pushed his hand away and stood up.

"Fine. I think you should leave." I said and ran up to my bathroom.

I closed the door and locked it. I opened my cabinet and grabbed my blade. I held it to my thigh and felt warm tears hit my skin. Then I heard knocking.

"Alex open up!" I heard Cameron yell.

"Go away!" With that I slid the blade across my thigh 6 times. At this point I was balling. I dropped the blade and laid on the floor sobbing.

I'm such a mess. No wonder he doesn't love my anymore. I felt my eyes become heavy and someone pick me up.

1 hour later
I open my eyes and saw bandaids on my thigh. I groaned and tried to take them off. Then someone stopped me. I looked up and saw him.

Luke.

"Hey there beautiful." He said and kissed my cheek. I sat there stunned.

"You've always been quite the cutter." He said and laughed. I stood up and walked downstairs.

I walked to my front door and opened it. I then saw the one thing I never thought would happen.

"How could you Cameron?"

a/n: very short but expect longer tomorrow. also 1k. 1k guys. you are all incredible! I love you all so fucking much! dm me if your having personal problems because I'm always here to help and talk to! thanks for everything and expect drama and lots more coming up!
-kels💘