Falling for him

{Chapter six}

Take a deep breath and let it go.
It is what it is, leave it behind you.

-Unknown.

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It's been two hours since Nathan and I almost kissed. Lucas caught us in the hallway and it didn't end well, Nathan left with a bruised eye and I ran up to my room crying.

I understand that Lucas doesn't trust Nathan, but he can't be that bad. Well I've been told to stay away from Nathan, according to Lucas, Nathan will just play with my feelings then leave me. But, I have this feeling that he isn't like that or maybe it's just me wanting to think like that, who knows?

There were a few knocks on my door before Lucas slowly walked in. He came and sat next to me on my bed. "I'm sorry princess." He said quietly, with a small frown evident on his face.

"Why don't you trust him? Or is it that you don't trust me?" I questioned as I sat up a little.

"I trust you. I just don't trust him, especially because of what happened last time when you got into a relationship."

The thought of my past made me shiver, Lucas put his arm around my shoulders and let me place my head on him as thoughts flew threw my mind.

"Come on princess, we need to go now." Lucas whispered.

Lucas left my room and I washed my face then re-did my makeup. I got changed into a black jumpsuit and slid on some heels. I then made my way downstairs to where Lucas was stood.

"You look good." Lucas smiled.

"Urm thanks." I said whilst avoiding eye contact, it would just make things even more awkward with us, as the disappointment was clearly there.

Even though I understand why Lucas reacted like he did earlier, I was still annoyed with him. He shouldn't have punched Nathan, it was my fault just as much as it was his.

We walked over to the car, as I was about to sit down, I noticed that Nathan was stood in his door and was looking at us. I smiled at him but he turned around and walked away. It hurt me to see him look so upset because of me, it just proves my point that I can never give anyone anything but pain and sorrow. If only everything could be normal between myself and the people I surround myself with, the past just seems to keep me from giving others happiness.

After I got into the car and I turned on the radio as loud as Lucas would allow, to distract myself from crazy thoughts, listening to mostly sad songs yet somehow they seem to calm me down even when I don't feel too cheery.

After a long twenty minutes of an awkward silence, we arrived at a huge house. Lucas parked the car in the large driveway, where multiple expensive looking cars were parked, we then walked up to the front door, side by side. Lucas knocked on the door a few times and we waited patiently.

A few moments later, we were welcomed by Ruby, she is tall, has short blonde hair as well as turquoise blue eyes and was dressed in a navy midi dress. She's extremely beautiful, I just hoped that she was just as nice on the inside as she is on the outside.

"Hi I'm Ruby, you must be Nancy." Ruby pulled me into a hug before I could even speak.

"Nice to meet you." I pulled back then smiled at her.

Lucas and Ruby greeted each-other with a small peck on the lips. Ruby then led us into the house, the hallway was painted in a beige colour and the interior was very much modern and expensive looking. There were a few photo frames and paintings hung on the walls which held the whole place together. We then entered a huge room, there was a large dining table in the middle and there were around twelve chairs around it, the walls in the dining room were of a lighter beige colour and the few pieces of furniture all a had dark wooden look.