Falling for him

{Chapter sixteen}

Tears are handy for washing away troubling and sad feelings. But when you grow up, you'll learn that there are things so sad, they can never be washed away by tears. That there are painful memories that should never be washed away. So people who are truly strong laugh when they want to cry. They endure all of the pain and sorrow while laughing with everybody else.

-Obi Hajime

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"What in the fucking world were you thinking dude?" Zak yelled at Blake.

Blake had calmed down slightly and all nine guys and I were sat on the floor in the empty room next to where the crazy party was going on. I was surprised that the guys were sticking together rather than going off with random girls. They were all pretty good looking alongside being quite the charmers.

"Seriously you almost crashed the party." Max commented.

For the next few minutes, the guys were all having a go at Blake who was silent and was staring at the ground. Until Blake got up and was about to leave.

"Wait the fuck up! At Least tell us what caused you to get into a fight with that prick." Jason stood in front of door and stopped Blake from leaving.

"When I went outside for some fresh air that bastard pushed me, when I asked him what his fucking problem was he started talking about Paige. He told me how much of a good fuck he gets from her all the time, I got angry and punched him then he punched back and we ended up fighting until we got to the main room." Blake breathed heavily in anger.

"Wait who's Paige?" I asked Mason quietly who was sat next to me but Blake heard and answered.

"She was my girlfriend but she cheated on me with that little pussy Ryan." Blake clenched his fists then punched into the wall, denting it.

"When was this?" I asked.

"Around seven months ago." Zak added.

"Oh my bloody hell." I muttered then stood up.

Mason quickly got up and put his arm over my shoulder "is everything okay?" All of the guys looked at me in confusion including Blake.

"Ryan is my ex boyfriend." I said making the guys gasp and look around at each other. "He cheated on me nearly five months ago. We were still together before that which means he betrayed me more than once."

"Oh well this is getting kind of awkward." Harry muttered causing him to get a slap on the back of his head from Brian.

"He cheated on me with a girl called Kelly, I've never heard of Paige." I breathed slowly "I can't believe he cheated on me with more than one girl." I felt the tears trying to escape from my eyes but tried to hold them in. I couldn't cry in front of a group of guys I had only just met a few hours ago.

All of the guys were standing up by that time and were all huddled around me which would have probably made me uncomfortable but it made me feel secure.

"Forget that little bitch, he thinks he's all it but in reality he's nothing." Zak spoke "you're better off without him. Plus he's too ugly for you, like look at you; you're one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen."

As soon as Zak said that, the rest of the guys nodded in agreement and gave me heart melting comments each, they were seriously really sweet even though they looked kind of scary at first.

We all sat down on the ground again and spoke for the next half an hour or so. The guy's told me about themselves and so did I, even though I didn't have much to say about myself because I'm an extremely boring person unlike the guy's who all had extremely interesting lives.