Pain and Pleasure

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Harry pov

I threw up about six times last night. Instead of running away from the sound and smell, She sat beside me whilist i vomited. she rubbed my back too.

Then she would give me gum an whipe my lips before pecking them, even though i just threw up. She sleeped beside me, getting me things so i would be comfterable.

She was absaloutly wonderful, and it feels good to know that she still loves me. My stomach is still uneasy but kendal only lets me eat things that are light like bread ans crackers, she is being so good to me.

She and Liam were supposed to leave for his mums house, but Kendal said she wanted to go tomorow cuz she didnt want to leave me like this, and she made up some other excuse too.

I dont want to go through break without her, at least ill see her for louis' birthday.

I told her to get some rest, so she is napping in my room, whilist im with louis is his room.

Apparently somthing huge happened last night.

"So are you going to tell me or keep scrolling on Twitter?" I asked.

He looked up at me and nodded, he then put his phone down and looked at me.

He sighed. "So Leigh-Anne was so pissed you left with kendal, so she tried talking me up whilist El was in the bathroom. When el came back she tried to get Leigh to leave but Leigh-Anne pushed her on the ground and pressed her lips on mine, i pushed her away, and El slapped her across the face. Then Leigh-anne punched El in the shoulder."

He said. I smiled, El is not one for violence so this was a huge suprise.

Louis rubbed the back of his neck with his hand and i patted his back.

"Leigh-Anne is..... obsessive maybe? I dont know. She spiked my drink with somthing!! The chick is crazy!!" I exclaimed, throwing my hands in the air.

Louis nodded, " Are you feeling better?" He asked. I nodded, "Yeah thanks to kendal." I said.

Louis smiled, i told him everything that had happened and everything that Kendal had done for me.

"She loves you mate..... we all know you were meant for eachother. Except for maybe liam you know, he is OVER over protective. I mean seriously I dont think he is too happy about you two re-Kendaling this. Hhahaha See what i did there instead of Rekindleing i.said reKENDALING." he said.

I rolled my eyes at his comment and stood up.

"Mate where are you going?" He asked.

"Im checking if kendal is awake yet." I said.

Louis muttered somthing about Enchiladas and love sick people.

Weird child.

I knocked on kendals door lightly just in case she was asleep.

The door opened and kendal smiled at me.

" Hey, did i wake you?" I asked. She shook her head no.

" I was just reading, a book." She said.

Kendal loves reading and.writing, She used to get teased alot for it and called names like.geek, but i think its great that she has a passion for it.

" Did you wanna come in?" She asked. I shook my head. " I uhh wanted to thank you for today and last night." I said.

"Harry that was nothing, I -look.... No matter what i say.....i-" Before she could finish I pressed my lips to hers and pulled away.

" I love you too." I said. Her Cheeks blushed a deep red.

She is so cute when she blushes.

Someone behind me cleared their throat. I turned around to see zayn smirking at us with his arms crossed over his chest.

"If you guys are done.with your little Love fest, Lunch is ready." He said.

Kendal nodded, and so did i. She went into her room and came back with a book and phone in her hand.

We all walked to the dinning room together and lunch was set, it was spegahati.

Kendal sat beside Niall, i was about to sit in the seat beside her but Louis sat there first. So I sat on the other side of the table.

Kendal read her book as she ate.

"Kendal no reading at the table." Niall said. She pouted, and whispered somthing to him. He laughed loudly, and nodded.

Kendal smiled, pleased with herself, and continues reading.

"So, Niall, how was jade?" Kendal asked without looking up from her book.

"It was fun yesterday, She was sweet....."He said obviously not wanting to share with everyone.

Kendal smiled, and took a big bite of pasta. She put her book down and smiled over at Liam.

"I just remembered that you and I need to talk."She told him.

He looked confused, but then shrugged and nodded.

Our Lunch was filled with conversation on what we would do when we got home. Kendal wasn't too excited about going back with Liam but is going anyways.

My offer still stands, she can spend break with me...i need her, you know?

At the end of lunch everyone went upstairs, but Kendal grabbed my hand and ran with me, pulling me to the next room.

She smiled before pressing her lips on mine.

She took me by suprise, and her lips felt so good on mine that i almost forgot to kiss her back.

I lifted her on to me, and she wrapped her legs around me and tangled her hands in my hair.

I pushed her up against the wall , an let my tongue travle across jer bottom lip.

She granted my access and our tongues danced.

This is sooo good... her kiss is literally my addiction. The warmth and Electricity in it is unexplainably fantastic.

"Harry RUN! " She suddenly yelled.

I turned around and saw thw paparrazi trying to get to the window. i let kendal down and we ran upatairs.

Kendal tripped on a stair and i picked her up and carried her to my room.

"Are you alright?" I asked. She nodded and i set her down on the bed.

"Im calling paul so he can take car of the people on our yard." I said.

She nodded as i spoke to paul. I noticed she was smiling of a picture in my room.

When i hung up i went over to look at it and i saw it was the one Zayn took of her and i kissing when we were dating.

I blushed cuz i had kept it this whole time, I wonder if lauren ever paied any attention to it.

"Aww harry, you still have this." She teased.

I nodded. "When you were gone, i would look at it and it would give me this pleasure....Your kiss is my life...and It would give me our memories. But it also gave me pain because....You were gone and i.thought i had lost you for good." I said truthfully.

She rested her hand on mine and smiled at me, " Harry....you never lost me....you were always in my heart." She said.

Those words.....they made me melt.

Oh my god im turning into a softy.

Xx Sorry about the short sucky chapters im at the beach in its frusteratinf to write here!! Byyeee!!!xX

-Leslogr

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