My ghost hunter (Zak Bagans)

Chapter 5 my past five years

Emily's POV:

I put my head down trying not to think about my past five years. I sign and get up and while not looking at the guys I say "goodnight" and walk to my room and sit on my bed while pulling up my sleeves and you still could see the marks her ex-gave her.

Flashback*

I was washing dishes when I heard the front door slam and Brent came storming into the room yelling "did you do this?!!!"

I looked at what was in his hand it was his baseball trophy and he loved that thing more than anything. I shook my head and said, "I didn't do it I swear".....SLAP "don't say you didn't bitch the neighbor saw you do it!!"

I started to cry when I felt it again.....SLAP "don't cry bitch you're weak you don't need to exist and need to die!!!!!"

I nodded agreeing with him he backhanded me and said: "you need to be taught a lesson on being a good girl."

I started to shake knowing what he meant and he grabbed my arm and pulled me to the basement while I was crying. He threw me to a wall and walked over putting his hand on my throat and ripped my pants off and (you guess what happens) After he was done I laid there broken and sore he put his clothes and kicked my stomach and said "that is what happens when you do something I don't like" and he just walked away leaving me on the floor.

Flashback over*

I started to cry just thinking about it when I heard a knock at the door and I wiped my tears away and opened my door to see the guys and they knew I was crying and Zak said: "Emily what's wrong we heard you crying?"

He asked with worry in his eyes and I said "it's ok guys don't worry about me go back to sleep "but they didn't move and Aaron said," tells us what's wrong."

 I shook my head and said, "Nothing is wrong just go to sleep don't worry I'm fine don't worry." They signed and they all hugged me and Nick said: "if you ever need us you know where to find us." 

 I nodded and said, "good night guys see you in the morning." They all nodded and left and when I went to close to close my door a foot stopped it and I saw Zak standing there and he said: "if you ever need me just call me if you ever need anything." He kissed my forehead and said "good night princess" and left. I signed and closed the door and walked to sing myself to sleep

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute its love and suddenly

It's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you're gone

I'm out here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no

These times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

[repeat]

Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,

Neither of us wanna raise that flag

If we can't surrender

then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing)

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

[repeat]

I guess you better go and get your armor

(get your armor)

Get your armor (get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your armor

(get your armor)

Get your armor (get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield (oh), a battlefield (oh), a battlefield,

Why does love always feel like a battlefield (oh),

A battlefield (oh), a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war (start a war)

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

(fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

a battlefield (battlefield)

[repeat]

I guess you better go and get your armor

(get your armor)

Get your armor (get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your armor

(get your armor)

Get your armor (get your armor)

[slowly fade]

Why does love always feel like

(whoa ooow)

Why does love always feel like

(whoa ooow)

A battlefield, a battlefield...

[(whoa ooow) throughout to end]

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know what we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know what we're fighting for

(whoa ooow)

When I got done I turned my lamp off and went to sleep