The Sacred Violet Heart

The Great Battle!

Hello! To all the awsome people who are reading this. Thanks a lot! I love you people. But I need a help from you... it is urgent and important!!!!!!

The destiny has given Radha a heart break😢💔.
She has lost interest in life😳.
But only one thing can save her from ending her life....
It is your support; through your most valuable comments, messages and votes🙋🙌🙅.
Please! Please! Help me continue this story, through your support🙏!
Hurry! Don't be late... it is the matter of her life and death.

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I reached home... or to be precise, my body reached home.

My heart; (the Army general) betrayed my soul; (the Emperor) and wanted to spread the rule of death. To end my life; (the Kingdom)

My brain (the Minister) was trying to reason out, trying to keep me alive (protect the Kingdom). But was not as strong.. because, he was still busy trying to recover from the sudden bad news (unexpected attack).

For the first time; my heart was much ahead of my brain. This was bad news because it had support of HIS memories (Dark forces of neighbouring kingdom).

His memories haunted me as I silently got ready to bed.

After a fearsome conflict; my heart won the battle and hoisted the flag of hoplessness.

The shadow of that black flag conquered my life and my soul was held captive. Only moments left, for the fall of the life (Suicidal tendency); when a ray of hope appeared.

My mom came into my room. She looked worried.

Mom: What happened to you?

I felt like a corpse.

Mom: Radha! Speak something. I am worried about you.

ME: ........

Mom: Radha!

She shook me by my shoulders.

I looked into her eyes.

She was sitting beside me on my bed.

Her warmth slowly melted the darkness inside me and I came to my senses.

ME: Mom! ... mom! ... he.. he...

My voice broke.

Mom: What happened?!

Now she calmed down a bit.

ME: He... he..

Mom: Tell me!

ME: He is de.. dead!

Mom: What? Who told you? How?

ME: His uncle.. bike accident it seems.

Mom: When did you meet his uncle?

ME: He came to stop today..

Mom: Oh My God! My poor baby!

She hugged me. One tear escaped my eyes and fell on her shoulder.

**But from where is a tinge of HAPPINESS coming?
It is not my emotion.**
I was confused.
She broke the hug and wiped my tear.

{But it is alright. It is better that he is no more. I was worried when I came to know that you loved him...I don't want you to end up in any trouble because of him. Who knows, what kind of a person he is?}

ME: Mom?! What are you saying?!

**My mom could not say such a thing!**

Mom: What did I say? I did not speak a word!

**Indeed! She did not say that! Her lips haven't moved. She still had that sad expression on her face.
But then who spoke those words?
It was my mom's voice! But...How could I hear something which she did not say?
Is that tinge of relief in her? .. Somewhere deep to the mourning she expressed!**

I noticed a spark.. it was from the violet heart.

**What is happening to me?!**

**Am I hallucinating?
Or; Have I gone mad?**

**How can I hear unsaid words?
How can I feel unexpressed emotions?
Is the spark related to all this?**

All of a sudden, I felt extremely sleepy. I could not keep my eyes open anymore.

ME: Mom! I am sleepy.

Mom: Okay dear! Sleep well. Remember! You are our hope and future. We are there for you... always. We love you.

{Please don't even think of suicide.}

Again! She did not say that!

I smiled.

ME: I won't.

Mom: What?

ME: I mean... yes... I know. I love you too. Good night.

She hesitantly got up to go.

ME: Mom!

She looked back.

ME: Don't worry about me at all! I am fine. I will be there for you people always. I won't ever leave you in sorrow!

I saw a relief on her face.

I smiled back.

She kissed my forehead and left the room.
I was left alone to find out what is happening with me.

But I couldn't battle the sleep.

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This chapter is dedicated to all the wonderful parents.

How foolish are those who suicide!
No.. infact they are COWARDS.

Cowards who can't face the world. Cowards who leave endless sorrow to their parents.. to the people who really love them!

Let us be strong.

Suicide is never the solution. Think of your parents before you think of it.