sunshine ☆彡 seokmin

twenty two

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     My new school is really big, and I even think it's prettier than the one I used to go to. I do think so, actually.

My final year in high school and I have to start all over again. Ugh, but it's fine. At least, I won't have to deal with everyone else back in Texas.

My aunt and I moved to Mexico after Seokmin and all the other boys left. I would call them friends but they had become so much more than that.

It's been two months since he left and we've only been in the country for a week. It's nice, knowing a bunch of white kids won't always be there. I might have dark skin but that doesn't single me out from my own ethnicity. It won't.

SEVENTEEN. That's what they're called, if anyone is wondering. Seokmin is called Dokyeom or DK. He calls me every night, which for me is in the afternoon. My aunt talks to Seungcheol and they somehow converse with each other? I don't know, but they're close.

Now, I'm on my way home from the school and this really nice girl showed me around. She has a nice smile. I feel love.

I learned how to drive a few weeks ago and I'm getting my license soon. Not to mention that I'm going to graduate soon. If I do.

Seventeen is very famous already, and I'm so proud. I've spoken with their manager. He's cool, I guess. He just thinks I'm related to Joshua, which is honestly the funniest thing I've ever heard.

Lots of things have changed. It's so odd. I haven't grown at all, which is disgusting. My weight: it's the same, too. Seokmin says he loves my weight. I cried so hard when he told me.

Chan says he loves Michael Jackson more than me and I told him that I understood, adding that I felt the same. He laughed so hard that Seungcheol thought he was having some sort of asthma attack.

To say that all of my problems have gone away is wrong. I still get stared at weird and people still ignore me. But the fact that Seokmin, the boy of my dreams and the most beautiful human being I've ever met, loves me makes life better.

I feel lucky. I am lucky.

seokmin <3: I WANT TO GO TO YOUR SCHOOL PLEASE TAKE ME !!!!
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princess max <3: and i want you to go sleep, please tell jihoon to leave the studio and to get some rest and tell soonyoung to stop dancing and sit down
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seokmin <3: we just finished practicing and now we're eating burgersssss
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princess max <3: are you going to go to sleep after?? pleaseee get some rest
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seokmin <3: seungcheol said we have to!! he's the leader so... -.-
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princess max <3: ah thank goodness !! anyways, i have to get to work soon, okay? please get as much sleep as you possibly can!! i worry about you too much!!
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seokmin <3: ah fine! anything for you, sunshine! i think about you all the time!! aaaa i love you so much!! have you eaten today? twice?! aaa i want to hug you so bad right now !!
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princess max <3: ah lee seokmin! stop it im blushinggg! ive eaten breakfast but im about to eat lunch right now since i was looking at my new school! i love you so much back!! i'll eat soon! goodbye!! take care of yourself ok ok goodbye for now
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seokmin <3: ok ok ok goodbye! goodnight, my love. i hope you feel beautiful and loved and happy!! oh god, i love you so much . O
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