Georgina's POV
He was holding my neck. He pinned me on the wall, holding my neck. I was on air. Naka-angat ako sa lupa, habang sinasakal niya ako. It was hard to breath. Hinawakan ko ung kamay niya, hinampas ko ang mga ito. Then nakakuha ako ng tiyempo, sinipa ko siya sa sikmura niya, dahilan para bitiwan niya ako.
I gasped for air. Napahawak ako sa leeg ko, at hinaplos haplos ito para kahit papaano ay mawala ang sakit. Mabilis na naka-recover yung lalaki, akmang kukunin niya na ang katana ko, pero bago pa iyon mangyari, mabilis kong sinipa ang katana palayo. Sisipain ko na rin sana ang mukha niya ng mapigilan niya ito gamit ang right hand niya na pinansalag niya. Hinatak niya ang paa ko para mahulog ako. Nahulog ako and I felt extreme pain. Masakit ang braso ko na natamaan ng isang shuriken niya. Tumayo na ang lalaki at naglakad papunta sa akin. Dahil sa sakit ng likod ko at pamamanhid ng paa ko, idagdag pa ang dumudugong balikat ko. Wla akong ibang nagawa kundi ang gumapang palayo sa kanya. Habang gumagapang ako, siya naman ay tumatawa. He was laughing like a maniac. Like a demon. Naglabas siya ng army knife mula sa kanyang bulsa. Hindi ko maiwasang matakot. Katapusan ko na ba ito? god, please no... please. Mas bumilis ang bawat pag gapang ko palayo sa kanya, malapit na ako sa wall ng makapa akong isang bagay na pwedeng makapag ligtas sa aking buhay, ang bagay rin na to ay ang bagay na hindi ko gustong hawakan dahil sa mga masasamang alaalang bumabalik sa akin.
Malapit na siya sa akin, itinaas niya na ang dala niyang kutsilyo. Malapit niya na akong masaksak ng biglang.
*bang*
A loud bang was heard inside the abandoned carnival. It was a gun shot. I shot him, with a gun. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko ng bitiwan ko ang baril. Nakita ko ang unti-unting pag-basak ng lalaking nasa harapan ko. Unti-unting kumalat ang kanyang dugo. He' dead. Oh god, please forgive me.
I killed a person.... again.
Flashback
I was only 6 years old that time. I would be turning 7 the next day. My parents and grand parents would be introducing me to the Elite World. I would be known as Georgina Sapphire Earnheart the heiress of the Earnheart Clan.
It was 12 midnight. I woke up from a nightmare. I dreamt that, there would be bad guys bursting into laughters inside our house. I stood up from my bed and walked down towards the kitchen. It was really quiet. The quietness was to heavy to bear. I took a glass of milk to relax my system. I didnt waked Momi and Dadi up. When I was okay already, I started heading again to my room, but before I enter my room, I saw my Grandpa's office door open. I knew that Grandpa was not around because he was in New Zealand taking care of some bussiness there. And I know that the maids are not allowed to go inside, so I took a peek from the door. I was shaking to death of what I saw.
Momi was hostaged by some bad guys. There were 2 of them. The one standing at the back of Momi and the other was harrassing Momi. Being the little kid I am, I bursted in the room, the 2 bad guys were suprised too. But, moments after, they've bursted into laughter. It was just like my dream. One of the bad guys captured me. Because I was only 6 years old and the fact that we are here in the United States I cant understand what they were saying, but I knew it was tagalog.
"Oy pare, anong gagawin natin sa mag-inang Earnheart, ang sabi ni Boss patayin na diba?" - bad guy 1
"Oo nga pare, bilisan na natin pare, baka biglang dumating yung si Damon Earnheart at mayari pa tayo, balita ko malakas yun"- bad guy 2
"Sige, sige pare. Tara na. Ilagay na natin sila sa van."- bad guy 1
"Pare, pati yung bata?"- bad guy 2
"Oo pare, nakita niya na tayo eh. Baka bigla pang magsumbong. Mayayari naman tayo kay Boss." -bad guy 1
"Mga walang hiya kayo! Napaksama niyo! Magbabayad kayo ng malaki! Subukan niyong saktan ang anak ko, mamatay kayo sa mga kamay ko mismo!"- Momi
"Hahahaha, kung hindi sana kayo bumabangga ng kung sino-sino, edi sana mabubuhay pa kayo ng anak mo."- bad guy 1
Both of the guys laughed. They started untying Momi's hand on the chair and started to take her away. But Momi kicked the bad guy's sexual organ, then she used the rope to hurt the other guy's hand, resulting the bad guy to drop his gun. The first bad guy has already recovered and was ready to attack. I ran towards the big curtains to hide there for a second. But the second bad guy was aiming a knife towards Momi. He was walking towards Momi and I dont know anything to do, until I saw the gun. It was the bad guy's gun. I picked it up and aimed for the bad guy. My hands were trembling with fear and anxiety. My mind was shouting deep inside.
"Dont hurt my Momi!"
"Dont hurt my Momi!"
"Dont hurt my Momi!"
"Dont hurt my Momi!"
But nothing happened, the bad guy continued to walk towards Momi, aiming her back. He was going to hurt Momi but, just like in the movies...
I pulled the trigger, I pulled the gun's trigger.
The bad guy fell on the floor. The other one was terrified to see me. He ran outside and left the dead guy's body in the room. Even Momi was shocked, I lowered the gun with shaking hands. Momi walked towards me, and put the gun away. She hugged me real tight and keep saying the words.
Sorry...
Minutes after, Dadi entered the room with a gun. But he saw the dead guy's body. He ran towards us and hugged Momi and I. Dadi was busy calming Momi down, but Momi kept saying sorry to me.
Moments came by, Momi was found sleeping on my Dadi's arms. Even on her sleep, she was saying Sorry. After Dadi brought her to their room. Dadi explained to me what happened. He told me everything was fine. But I was not smart for no reason, I knew that there was something wrong. But I kept silent. Since then, I was not the Sweet Georgina anymore.
No more sweet and innocent Georgina.
Because she already killed.
Bye bye to Sweet Georgina.
And hello to murderer Georgina.
End of flash back
Yan ang nakakatakot kong karanasan. If you were a 6 year old girl that time, on the same situation as me... would you do the same thing?
Pagkatapos ng mga panahong iyon, nagsimulang lumayo ang loob ni Mom sa akin. Kaya naging Dadi's girl ako. Ilang araw ang lumipas, iniwan rin nila ako.
'Iniwan nila ako' Sinabi ko sa isip ko with gritted teeth
Kaya nagsimula akong magtraining ng iba't-ibang self defenses... kasama na ang gun shooting dun. Pero, hindi ako pumapatay.
Dahil sa tuwing pumapatay ako... nagbabalik ang mga alaalang dapat ng malimot...
BINABASA MO ANG
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