Letting It Out (Johnnie Guilbert X Reader) {completed}

The meeting

~Time Skip to the next day~

It was the time. I had to go meet up with Adam.

I was really nevrous because he had cheated on me with Faith and expected me to still trust him afterwards.

I was walking to the park when I saw him there.

He was sitting at the swings like we used to always meet up.

I sat on the one by him.

"Hello Adam"

"Hey (Y/n). Look I'm s-"

"I don't want your apologies!"

"(Y/n) look I know that your mad but-" I cut him off once more.

"No Adam," A tear ran down my face, "You cheated on me with the girl that bullies me. Do you know how much that hurt me?!"

I had tears running down my face now. Good thing I hadn't worn any makeup to this, or I would look like a mess.

"(Y/n) she manipulated me. I didn't want to kiss her-"

"Do you know what you said afterwards?"

"No..."

"You said 'I'm leaving you you, emo shit'. Do you realize that?"

"(Y/n). I-I'm so sorry. I need you back in my life"

He tried to kiss me but I just stood up.
I had tears running down my face and didn't think they were stopping anytime soon.

"No Adam. I can't see you anymore. You hurt me. Go have fun with your little slut"       I said as I walked out of the park and sprinted home.

I walked in my house and slammed the front door glad that my dad isn't home and that he left for work already.

I ran upstairs and put my music in while I cried my eyes out.

The first song was  "Freaks"
(feat. Savage)
I love this song. (Irl I do. It's awesome.)

The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!
The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!

Tell me, tell me, where the freaks at!
Tell me, tell me, where the freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre

Tell me where the freaks at!!

We get that bass thumpin', people jumpin' all over the world
We got them speakers pumpin', Timmy Trumpet for the woman with curves.
Got that freak flow, freak show
Welcome to the circus
Let the leaders lead, preachers preach,
Welcome to the service.

Close the curtains on 'em if they're actin' like they never heard us
See we do this for a purpose just to keep that fire burnin'.
And we don't need no water let that mother-mother-burn,
Timmy play your trumpet let the people go berserk.

[Trumpet plays]

The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!
The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!

Tell me, tell me, where the freaks at!
Tell me, tell me, where the freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, freaks at, fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre-fre

Tell me where the freaks at!!

The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!
The bass and the tweeters make the speakers go to war!
Ah, the mighty trumpet brings the freaks out to the floor!

By the time the song was over I had cried enough the last me a while.

I also heard a knock at the door. I turned my music down as Na Na Na by My Chemical Romance came on.

It was Johnnie.

"Oh. Hey Johnnie."

"Hi (Y/n). Are you ok? You slammed the front door and I heard music, I mean loud music. Not saying I don't like that song..."

"No. I'm not really fine, want to come in though."

"Yea. Not that you don't mind me asking, what is wrong?"

"Long story short, my boyfriend cheated on me with my bully and now thinks that every thing is fine."
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Sorry it's short but I wanted to update and I'm tired and yea. I love that song though.

Why do I always update at really late times where I am?

Also. I will update every 1-3 days hopefully.

See you guys next time. Bye.