*WARNING!!*
*TRIGGER WARNING FOR SELF HARM. SKIP THE FIRST PART OF THIS CHAPTER IF YOU MIGHT BE TRIGGERED*
This is only the self harm part of my story, so if you could be triggered or disturbed by the topic, skip to my next chapter.
I looked at the blade in my hand.
Turning it over I contemplated this.
I knew it was a bad idea. And that it was wrong.
I shouldn't let it get to me but it does.
Finally I decide what to do.
I take the blade and bring it down on my skin.
My thighs were messed up and now adding more scars.
I felt that release of the blade and the sting it left.
Several more times and I felt done.
Putting my blade back in its hiding place I went back to my from and laid on my bed.
I sighed and layed down, wishing for this hell of my life to not be here anymore and fell asleep
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Just the self harm part so it's separate than the actual chapter.
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Letting It Out (Johnnie Guilbert X Reader) {completed}
FanfictionHello all you little shits, I wrote this way back when a was a little emo baby in 7th grade,, since then I have stopped following along with Johnnie Guilbert but regardless, if you'd like to give this a read you're more than welcome to. A reader X J...
