Chapter 2

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by JustineHDMaypleApril

by JustineHDMaypleApril

Pewdie P.O.V

I can't do it. It hurts so bad to know that I have Toby's love, but I love Cry. Why in every second of the day do I think of Cry? He doesn't even think the same way of me... Maybe. My heart pounds against my chest at the thought. What if I confess my love to him? No. He'd probably hate me, he'd think I was creepy, a freak. What if I confess the way i feel about Cry to all of them? Ken, Cry... Even Toby. I'd bet they'd never wanna even be near me after that. I might even hurt Toby...

I don't wanna risk losing my friends over my feelings for cry. I can handle keeping it to myself. Hell, maybe the longer I keep it in and push him out of my mind, I'll forget about all my feelings.

Then I felt as if a thought just slapped me across the face. Marzia. Why should I be thinking about either of them, when I have Marzia. I can't let my feelings for Marzia fade away. She's my love...

I need to get this off my mind, so maybe I'll record for a bit. Maybe I should shape up on slender. Yeah, the bros love my reactions.

I play for a few, and I was beginning to feel a bit better. Then I started to think, maybe I should take Marzia out for dinner. I stepped out to her room where she was editing a new video she had just recorded. "Marzia?'" I asked hoping I'm not bothering her. "Yes Felix?" She asked. She was such a little cutie, why was I thinking about Cry when I have the best girl in the world? "Would you like to go out for dinner?" I said trying to be sweet. "Of course." She said with a smile. Great, tonight it'll be all about her on my mind.

I walked out into the living room to find Marzia dressed up and ready. She looked stunning...

We walked to the car opening the door for her, and pulling out from the driveway. I decided to take her to a nice restaurant. I could tell she loved it because she was eager to get out of the car. We walked in and got a table for two. Tonight was going to be special, just me and Marzia out for once. Of course, Marzia order a salad to start out, and I decided I'd get one too. I told her she could order whatever she wanted, it was her night. She ordered some pasta and I ordered a steak. When our food arrived it didn't seem like Marzia was even paying attention to her plate, she was picking at it with her fork. Her gaze was somewhere else...

What's going on?'

Toby P.O.V

Why was Felix acting so weird? Am I doing something wrong? Maybe he just doesn't like me or thinks I'm a freak. I think of him every minute of the day, I just can't get him off my mind. I want him to be mine. Wait. What's wrong with me? He has a girlfriend, he's in love with Marzia... What am I gonna do? Break them up and steal Felix? Maybe... No I can't. Even though I want to... I have to let this go, I have to push this thought away. Maybe I'll hang out with Olga or something. Yeah, maybe we can do something together as friends. It's been awhile.

I called Olga and asked if she wanted to go hang out at a cafe, and you know come up with some new ideas or sketches. She gladly agreed and we were planned to meet up tomorrow at 3pm. Maybe this will work, maybe hanging out with Olga will get Felix off my mind. I'm just hoping. I wonder what he's doing right now... I hope he's okay. Toby, stop. It's okay to worry, but it's got going to help you get over him. "Gryphon!" I yelled searching for him. "Do you want a treat buddy!?" I followed him to the kitchen and gave him his favorite treat. Maybe I should go to bed. Have I vlogged? Don't think so, but I'll go for it.

"Audience?! What are you doing in my bed audience?! Haha, so um I recorded today and I didn't get to record freaking Minecraft, because, pft stuff happens! Did I intro yet? INTRO OF DARKNESS THEN REDNESS THEN WHITNESS! Okay, so you know how a few Youtubers are coming to LA soon? I was like dude, that's awesome I can hang out with them! So freaking awesome! Ugh, what else? Oh yeah, so I called Olga today and we are going to go meet up tomorrow and um probably come up with some new ideas to record. Agh. I'm gonna go sleep. Hahaha. The winner of yesterday's t-shirt is annotated at the bottom middle of the video, if you wanna enter to win a t-shirt post a comment about Gryphon, what I should record, pft Youtubers. I'm really tired. BOOP."

I really hope hanging out with Olga tomorrow helps get Felix off my mind...

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Alright guys its Justineybuscushd, so this is a love mix up the includes Pewdiepie, Tobuscus, CinnamonToastKen and Cryoatic. This is my part of the story, you'll know when they're mine by my signature. This is a collab story and if you've already started reading my SCMAnex story, then you know that I'm working on that one as well. This story is going to be updated Monday-Thursday. So sorry if the chapters are short. Thanks for reading. Have any request comment and such. See you in the next chapter!' Baii.

-Justineybuscushd