"How can I be so selfish?" Tobuscus, Pewdiepie, CinnamonToastKen, Cryoatic Fanfic

Chapter 3

P.O.V Ken

These are some weird feelings man, I don't know! I should probably just ignore them and they'll go away, right? There are plenty of other things that can keep my mind ocupado , wait what does that mean? I don't know but it sounds cool. I guess I'll go to my parents house and do some laundry . Pullin up in dat driveway gurl maybe I should do a vlog? Yeah! "What up gangsters? I'm up at the parents house and figured I should do a vlog; it's been awhile too and look there's Kitty! How you doing buddy? Wanna say Hi? Kitty! Don't you walk away from me! Oh man, why'd I even start this ? Oh right I was going to tell y'all about how I'm gonna be going to LA again pretty soon and that's gonna be fun; It doesn't feel like it's been a long time since I've been there. Felix or as you guys know him as Pewdiepie and Cry's gonna be there and just a whole bunch of other people too! It's going to be awesome! What else? I think that's all I had to talk to you guys about; look it's Kitty! Oh it's okay buddy. Well, that's all I had for you guys today, We'll see you guys next time! Hugh" I guess now that I finished up the laundry, I'll go get my Taco Bell on "Mmmm". I can't help but think of LA though, I hope I won't be weird with all my mixed emotions of Cry and Felix. I don't want to ruin any friendships anytime soon. So much for me "disapproving" of my being tagged in PewdieCry fanfic; I'm practically apart of it!

P.O.V Cry

Oh man, I'm so pumped to be going to LA soon! It just... That there's some pretty weird dust in the air I guess. It seems to have come to my attention that I have a particular person on my mind! We live on opposite sides of the US (might as well be Different sides of the planet)! It doesn't make any sense, it's imm...prora...bel... not probable; I can't even talk in my own head now! I'm thing that some good 'ol fashioned waste time video to clear my head. After hours upon hours upon minutes of gaming, I can finally say that I got those stingy little thought of Toby Turner out of my head... at least for now I hope. I'm like one of those girls who are "in love" with a celebrity they've never met. He's had girlfriends in the past and after that whole twitter incident it's obvious to say that he's still interested in them. Not like I know him or anything and we don't talk regularly! I should be looking forward to seeing Ken, Felix and all the other people I ACTUALLY know! I mean come on Cry! Besides I'm hoping those thoughts won't be crossing my mind anytime soon. Is it selfish to want someone to come up to you and say that they love you even when you know you don't have the GUTS to do it for them? Maybe if I see Toby at any parties I can ask if he want to hangout or something; I can ask Felix, his girlfriend, and Ken to go too so it wouldn't be weird. Yeah! They'd understand why I'd need there help right? I hope I wouldn't be putting them on the spot or anything, this is just something I want to do. If it doesn't work like I hope at least I can say that I tried, right?

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Hey guys, this chapter would have been posted earlier in the day, but we had a problems communicating with each other. Anyways, sorry for that. Please excuse short chapters as I forget to mention. See you in the next update.

~Justineybuscushd & MaypleApril