"How can I be so selfish?" Tobuscus, Pewdiepie, CinnamonToastKen, Cryoatic Fanfic

Chapter 17

Toby P.O.V

"Woah, hold on." Cry said pulling me to stop.

"Yeah, what's up?"

"Aren't we gonna hang with the rest of the guys?"

"Well... Felix is surrounded by bros, thought I'd let him have fun there, you know?"

"You right, let's look around then."

That was the worst lie ever, and glad Cry didn't catch it. I have so many feelings for Felix, but yet most our fan bases hate each other, think of themselves as rivals and telling by the comments from his fans, they have disgust for me. Oh how I dream I could be with Felix, but I know it'll never happen.

"Yo guys, wait up!" Ken yelled after us.

"Hey Ken, gonna hang with us?" Cry asked.

"Yeah, Pewds is freaking CROWDED with bros! I'm afraid of getting my ass beat just so they can get to him! Also, Toby are you cool? You let just left in a hurry."

"Yeah I'm alright." I lied.

"Sure?"

"Epicosity sure."

"Alright then!" Ken pulled me into a hug, and within that hug, for some reason, just so how... I sorta... Really liked it, his touch, his warm breath on my neck.

When Ken backed off me, I could tell that I was probably blushing, my face was burning and I shiver flew through me. When started walking around a bit, running into Jenna and the "Smosh Crew" and we chatted abit. Yet I could stop looking at Ken... He was actually... Really... Really cute. I was probably smiling like and idiot thinking about him too, already imagining us together.

"Wouldn't you think so too Toby?" Jenna asked, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, yeah totally!"

"Ah ha! See! I told you! Everyone would love if I do a Spider-man segment so fuck you!"

"Fine alright, if Toby thinks so then go for it." Ken said rolling his eyes.

"Damn right I'm gonna fucking do it!"

"I would expect you not to either way!"

"Yeah, yeah Ken. So hey, are any of you performing tonight?"

"Toby is performing tonight!" Cry answered.

"Really?"

"Ah, yeah. I'll be doing Dramatic Song, like I did for YouTube Comedy Week."

"Alright sweet! Well, I've gotta go, Felix's Panel is in a few isn't it?"

"Oh yeah, we better get there with him before it gets crowded by the bros!" Ken grabbed me and Cry, pulling us to where he was set up.

It was a good thing no one was blocking the entrance yet. It was forty-five minutes until, and I would kind of expect it, but I guess people are still checking stuff out. Walking in the room was nicely set up, but seeing the chairs, I know for a FACT that there is gonna be a riot for the seats. Me and guys aren't really gonna be part of the panel, we're gonna be up there with him, but everything is him. He'll be playing video games live, then talk about a few things soon after like update on the channel and such, his journey on YouTube and answering A LOT of questions. I'm gonna be ready to listen to all their questions, and I'd hate if a lot of them are about me.

"Hey Toby, you guys are here already?" He asked.

"Yeah, you know, before your bros start to flood and we can't get in."