burn || yoonkook [completed]

15 - confessions

A/N:

Shout out to Emerykat for this amazing book cover! I love it so much! xx

Yoongis POV

To say I was freaking out right now would be an understatement.

I was fucking terrified. My anxiety was starting to show, as I clenched my fists and my heart started beating faster.

I was over thinking everything.

What if I back out again?

What if he laughs at me?

What if he doesn't feel the same?

What if I have a panic attack and don't even get a chance to tell him?

Dammit Yoongi, calm down.

As we walk up the hall and reach the door to our apartment, I take a deep breath and unlock the door, waiting for Jungkook to enter before closing it behind him. Jungkook looks at me, and I feel my head spin. He was so damn beautiful, his hand running through his dark locks and his teeth slightly biting his lip like he always does when he's nervous.

He clears his throat, and I realise that I have probably been staring at him for a bit longer than normal, and so I let out a sigh and motion for him to follow me as I make my way to the lounge. I sit on the sofa, Jungkook standing next it.

"What are we doing here hyung? We have classes." Jungkook says, and he sounds almost annoyed, however curiosity is also evident in his voice.

"I know, and I'm really sorry for dragging you out of there like that." I say, looking into his wide eyes and feeling a shiver run through me as I find that he is staring right back. "I just have something important to tell you..." I say, coughing awkwardly as he continues to stare at me.

"So important that we're missing class?" Jungkook asks, this time a little calmer, but still slightly annoyed. I give him a small nod.

"Well, I mean... It's very important to me at least." I say, and blush slightly. Its silent for a while. I look down from Jungkooks gaze, feeling embarrassed and anxious. He taps his foot on the ground expectingly and sighs. I didn't know this boy was so sassy.

"So... You gonna tell me or what?" Jungkook asks and I clear my throat. Right. The point of this was to tell him.

Ok, Yoongi, you got this!

"You, uh, might want to sit down for this one. It's kinda... I mean its a big deal and all, but its embarrassing." I ramble, and Jungkook sits next to me, turning to face me, our knees touching, sending shivers up my leg. He gives me a small nod, as if telling me to go on, and so I speak.

"Jungkook, this may be surprising, but I thought you should know." I say, and look up at they boy, who is looking at me curiously. I feel the blood rush to my cheeks, so I keep talking. "I... Recently I've realised that I really like someone." I blurt out. I hear Jungkooks breath slightly hitch, and my heartbeat quickens.

"I didn't see it coming at first. I mean, we're in the same classes, and they have a bit in common with me, but I just never thought that I would like them, like that." I say, and I know by now my cheeks, and probably my ears too, are red. "But the more I was around them, the more I felt these feelings for them. They make me feel really, um, happy I guess." I mumble, spitting my words out like vomit.

"And they are really kind, like so kind, and pretty. I can't even look away, they are just breathtaking." I say, wanting to slap myself for saying 'they' even though the person that I'm talking about is sitting right next to me, biting his lip and moving his gaze to the ground.