Kathy's *POV*
I was not suppose to breakdown like this,again. I was trying to pretend that i have moved on and i can start my life again. But my world still revolves around Mark and this time i really intend to move on; orelse i feel i would end up in a rehab. Harry was right, My sleeping pills were getting doubled and the nightmares never left me and it was getting worse. Morever my conversations with Mark were increasing day by day. And it is so real that hallucination just seems a word pf science, because when i just dont talk to him but i can feel his touch, his breath,his white lips brushing my skin makes me tremble. The feel of loosing my sanity was getting wilder and wilder. I could see Harry was corcerned, things he did and does never goes unnotice, I know he cares for me..he is falling for me... and my fear of falling in that ocean of love again,takes my breath away. With every passing day the proximity of our distance was closing and the truth is i sooo want to jump in that ocean of love...but i reckon i'l just drown him with myself. I was trying my best to control my creeping love shrubs but i couldnt hold it any further. The moment i look into those emrald eyes my heart flutters and loosing control seems an option for life...but before that i need to made sure that he knew well that i was no more the "Kathy" he used to know. Till date i am trying to gather my bits and pieces. But his touch does magic to my soul, it simply blocked my mind and i followed my heart. The time i brushed my lips to his, it was not only the comfort of being held by him but my heart and soul being on fire..it was more than a mere rescue.
When i told him to Take Me Home my words had startled myself...but now that he was driving me home i had no idea how awkward it would become. Should i invite him for coffee inside or simply wave him good night. Inviting him in was not a problem but our hormones were already flying in another world.
Finally i invited him in and it didnt happen anything like as soon as i closed the door neither did we jump on each other ripping off our clothes neither did we started crazy make out session on the cold floor corridor. But his little gestures like opening the door for me, slipping his hand to my waist as we walked,making me hot choco and staring at me with such lovable eyes made me blush hard and my heart danced in joy. I would've looked really tired and pale so he told me to take a shower instead and well you know how a warm bubble bath can make you feel in Bahamas.
When i came out in my blue silk robe covering myself only under a thin undergown ...which was all lacey and skin tight and ofcourse it was not mine...i forgot to take my clothes and well couldnt ask him to rummage through.my wardorbe so i slipped on this El's extra lacey nightie. Harry was standing at the balcony and gazing at the cresent moon which hid under the misty clouds. Maybe he was thinking something deep because he didnt notice my presence until my hand covered his.
"That was quick!" he said turning to me as he sipped his coffee. Ya, coffee finally!
"Yeah, didnt wanna leave you waiting'' i said drying my hair.I hate it when my hair is wet and gets tangled sweeping of my face. But when Harry's warm hands traced my cheek and tugged my hair back i was in a sudden notion of self consciousness.His hand traced my dry lips and suddenly i all the blood pumping to my cheeks.His hand was tracing further down my jaw and neck but when He noticed as my body got stiff he simply withdrew his hand and started to gaze back the grey sky. I dont know how and why my body reacted but ot felt an urge to do so. I stepped a closer to him and put my hands around his waist and hugged him tight. Even as my head was burried in his chest i could see he was taken by suprise. I took my time and relished his smell of high colonge before i looked up in his dark green eyes.
I took his hand and placed it beside my face and lowered it down to my jaw-neck-heart. That faint smile widened as he felt my loud heart knocking against.my ribs...he took my hand and did the same and i felt the exact thudding rythm.
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