Kathy's *POV*
As Harry switched on the lights, the room came alive pushing my life in rewind.
The room was still the same but only dappering in white. As I remembered the big antique king size bed with it's wooden flaps covered in heavenly blue mattress and the feather duvet. The room was very well kept-his books stacked, pictures framed, degree nailed. The memories came running back like winter storm.
I was aware of Harry's warm hand clutching to my waist, because it was the only thing that kept me balanced on my feet. But as I stepped forward he let me go. I opened the closet and it was empty as Dotty had made sure to give them in a NGO but some of his clothes-mainly his black three piece tux with that pretty retro bowtie hung in it's hanger. It smelled of him, even though he had worn it just once in the trial when we went for our wedding shopping.
"Kathy you don't have to do this!" I didn't realise my tears flowing until Harry came to dry my wet cheeks.
"I need to sit!" He helped me back to chair as I refused to sit on the bed-The bed where once Mark made love to me and I slept in his arms cradled safely as we fought. He wanted five children and I wouldn't agree more than three though he challenged me to change my mind, on the honeymoon itself.
Harry sat on his knees in front of my chair holding my hand and waiting for me to speak.
"I thought I can do this! I came here to do this! I wanted to see this room-this place where we had built all our special memories and moments. I came here to lock it all deep inside some hole of my heart-I came here for a final goodbye!"
Saying it out loud made me feel like the most selfish and unworthy bitch, disloyal to the love that once made me complete and alive.
"You don't have to say goodbye."
"But Harry---"
"To be honest, if this was the situation three months ago with some other girl-knowing myself I would be all Jealous not accepting the fact to share my girl-to share my love. But you are not any other girl and this love is not like any passing crush or infatuation; This love is forever. Even at this moment if you decide to leave me, I know I will still keep loving you. I didn't choose to love you with the condition to love me back but I tried my best to make you fall for me. Because I love you as what you are and who you are and I know whatever may be our present or future I can't replace Mark in your heart and I don't want to! I know he is special and will always be your first love treasured but mind you; I won't give up on you for any which reasons because you are my first true love which I know is the last because the way my heart craves for you when you are not around or the way my heart rips apart when I see tears in your eyes-The way my heart flutters seeing that one tiny smile on your face, lights up my world that very moment I won't even complain if death came...."
"Harry, this time I won't let the death take away my love!"
I let myself drop fell on the ground and let my mouth find his. He shifted me to his lap and my hands went around his neck as I parted my lips and let him enter, tending my soul and heart. Not thinking, riding on fear jumbled with excitement. For a moment I saw that gleam in his eyes as his head came up but then it changed, darkened and his mouth was on mine again. A scrape of teeth that made my head spin, a plunge of tongue that staggered my soul.
Harry's *POV*
All the pent up needs and fantasies poured into the kiss as she clung, wrapping her cold body around that reveled in the wild flash of heat. Desire.The full ripe and ready to explode desire of a man for a woman. My head no longer lingered on my shoulder, loosing myself. There was so much there-the scent and taste and texture of her, so much more than ever dreamt of. Not thinking of who we are or what we had been, there was no thought only a leap of emotions consuming the two hearts. It was like a need for more slashing through like a whip.
"Harry you will get my bacteria and fall sick!", she said taking some air but her hands still tumbled in my hair.
"Good then, we both can have a day in cuddle with hot soup and curries!" , I replied and as she laugh I took her mouth again.
Pressing her hips into the edge of the side table, I lifted her up from the cold ground , when I heard her raspy indrawn breath as my fingers streaked under her sweater and closed over her. Part pain and more moaning pleasure echoed as I found her, firm and soft; her nipples hard with desire against my thumb, her heart pounding out in clamming rhythm against my palm. I could feel her body trembling and vibrating like a stuck chord.
The sudden thud on the door made us apart like an iron thrown away from the magnetic field. My hands dropped back to it's side as I could hear nothing more but only our breath which sounded more like a heavy sobbing. She gripped the edge of the table for balance and rubbed her white knuckles for warmness.
"I'm sorry, are you alright?" I tried to find my voice when the door knob turned and Dotty entered.
I saw the sudden cloud of shame hovering the blast of hot lust and wanting, floating in her eyes.
"Aye, baby were you crying? You shouldn't have come here today when you are already not feeling well!"
"Umm..I emm..I am feeling better!" she stammered straightening her crumpled shirt.
"Well then, you should take some sleep. I hear you are flying off day after! So you better be all in wits of your health or else..."
"I am feeling good!"
"I can see that! Goodnight pumpkins, sleep well!"
she kissed both of us and whispered in my ear,
"Take care of her,she needs you!"
"I need her more!" I replied as she smiled and kissed my other cheek.
She left and closed the door.We both stood there in silence but it was not awkward, it was the pleasant silence.
"Harry are you really sorry?" she spoke first.
Shit shit! What a jerk I am.
"No!"
"Then why did you say so?"
"I thought, I hurt you...i mean you looked so ...the way you were looking at me...your eyes..you were pale and your eyes....i said sorry not because I regret touching you but I thought you..."
Freak! What was I blabbering! I said sorry because I thought I hurt her, I saw that flash in her eyes...The place...Mark's room, If Dotty wouldn't have knocked....I couldn't control myself from touching her.
"You thought what? You thought I regretted it? " She closed the distance between us and her hands curled up at my collar.
"I thought...."
"The moment I spent with you, will be cherished in my heart forever. Weather you liked it or not but I loved it ... my eyes went blank not because of any fear or regret because of the stars I saw when you kissed me-when you touch me its...like..Everything you do is Magic and I want you to do it more often!"
"I thought---" she cut me off again, placing my face between her palms.
"You think too much Styles which I don't want you to!"
Her lips lips crashed to mine as I bit hardly on her already swollen lips and as she moaned deeper and challenged, I let her take the lead and drive me to heaven, destroying all my senses.
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