Rooster Teeth One Shots

Jeremy X Daughter Reader

"(Y/N) sweetie. I don't know if you can hear me. I... I hope you can. I'm sorry about this morning. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, I was being an asshole. This isn't your fault, none of this is your fault. I want you to know that. You do what you want to do, don't let anyone stop you... especially me. I overreacted, I acted like a child... I just... I was just scared of losing you. And I'm scared now. I'm so scared of losing you. I don't know what I will do if you go. I was lost when your mother left, I don't think I'll be able to cope if you leave too. 

"But I want you to know... if you want to leave you can. I don't want to hold you back. If you want to go be with your mom or go to New York then go. It's your choice baby not mine. Of course I'll miss you, I'd be insane not too but I'll know that you'd miss me too. Well I hope so anyway. We still have many memories, when you first walked, talked, rode a bike. When you went to prom, learnt to drive. When you graduated. Valedictorian. I couldn't have been more proud, my little brainiac. 

"You were so strong when Mom left, you understood why she had to, you were so grown up about it. You've been so strong about it. Everyone says how strong you've been, from so young. Sometimes I feel like you helped me more than I helped you. I wish I helped you more. It's not fair on you. You grew up so quickly, you didn't get a chance to be a kid, and it breaks my heart. I'm sorry I never spoke about Mom much, I thought that it would be better for both of us if you didn't know. So you weren't so attached. I was wrong.

"The crash wasn't your fault. It was the other driver. They said your radio was still working. That you were listening to a cello recital. I could never understand why you loved the instrument so much, why you were so fixated on it. Ever since you set eyes on it, it was like no other instrument mattered. Classical music, just like your Mom. You look so much like her y'know. Almost a spitting image.

"I love you so much sweetie. Please never forget that. I loved you when you were a small blob in your Mom's belly. I loved you when you popped out, even though I passed out. I loved you when we got in huge arguments about nothing. I loved you when you went on your first date. I've loved you for seventeen years and I'll love you forever more. No matter what.

"You've made you choice, and I still love you. Tell your Mom I say hi and that I still love her too. Also tell her I understood why she did it. She was ill and upset. Have fun up there, play your music like you always have, sounding like an angel. I guess you will be now. Play video games, keep practicing cause when I get there I'm gonna whoop your ass. I'm gonna miss you so much sweetpea. Look after your Mom, get her to tell her stories and me and her. I'm sorry I never told you before. 

"I'll see you soon, watch out for me. I'll do stupid things for the both of us. I love you so much. I know I've said that a lot but it's true. Never forget that honey. I'll always be thinking of you. You and your Mom. Every minute of everyday. You'll always be my little princess. 

"Goodbye (Y/N)."