Scars of our love n.h [editing]

chapter 2 - blue meeting

The last month passed quickly, I settled in. I saw Niall once in the grocery store but he didn't saw me, besides that time, I didn't saw him again. Not that I had too many opportunities I barely left the house, I've been exercising a lot, and I've tried to work on my self-confidence. It isn't going that well but whatever. School starts tomorrow, and I just wanna run and hide.

Right now, I feel lonely and sad, the apartment is too quiet with just me here, I don't have friends to call or anyone to hang out so I just seat in the sofa watching some old movies until I fall asleep. I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a long day...

My alarm starts to ring, how the fuck did 'Hotline Bling' became my alarm?

 "Argghh" I groan knowing that I need to go to school, I enter in the bathroom and take a quick shower, the hot water burning my skin but it feels so good that I don't care, when I get out of the shower I am little red so I decide to put some body cream. I look at my phone, 8:10 I have 10 minutes I search for something to wear and decide to use my high waisted rip jeans with a black turtle neck crop top and my leather jacket.

I only have scars in my arms, is the only place where I cut, so I never use t-shirts without a jacket. I brush my straight blond hair, grab a water bottle and leave the house.

I enter in school, I am not late, so I have time to search for the right classroom, I am the third person arriving so I just choose a place in the back. I take my things out of my bag and just seat there analyzing everything.

"Hey I am Jake, nice to meet you! Can I sit here?" I look to him and oh my god, he was so tanned with green eyes and brown hair, he was tall and muscled, this day was getting good.

"Sure! I am Melanie, nice to meet you too!" I give him a little smile.

"Nice name, it fits you!" I smile, and thank him.

"Never seen you here are you new?" I nod my head and look outside the window, putting my earbuds again, I fucking love music.

The class goes on smooth, until the teacher calls my attention.

"Hum, what is your name?" Every head turns turns to me, eyes burning with curiosity.

"Melanie." I say.

"Why are you listening to music? What did I just say?" She talks with such a rude tone, that I cringe. Who does she think she is? It's the first day!

"Probably nothing intyeresting." Everyone starts laughing and waits for her answer, but she just turns around after giving me a death glare.

"She was actually talking about her cat, that is what you missed." Jake whispers to me, and I laugh. "When is your last class?"

"1:30 pm, why?" I ask in confusion and he smiles

"Cool, mine too. Want to hang out after classes?" what the hell dude? hell yeah.

"Yeah sure! Why not?" He smiles and then we listen to the teacher that is now talking about how she became a teacher, interesting, right?

Finally I am done with classes, I go to my locker to save my books,  I don't have any homework yet and they are too heavy. 

"So... why are you here?" Jake asks from behind me scaring me a little bit.

"What do you mean?" I am confused, and he smiles.

"You're American why are you here?" what am I going to say to him?

"Just studying, expand my horizons, you know..."

"Oh okay that's good! Come with me, my friends are waiting for us, I told them you were tagging along." He starts walking towards the football camp, I hope they're not sports-crazy cause the only sport I do is zapping.