Friends with benefits

Chapter 31

Last chapter before the epilogue!!!
Just an FYI theres going to be a lot of speaking in this just for a heads up

Abby's POV

You know that moment when you just are in so much emotional pain that you just want to escape your life your in now. Move far away and never look back. Well that's exactly what I wanted to do.

After me and Payton's fight I walked as far away from long valley as I could.

I had no idea where I was going but I wasn't going to stop until I was ready to.

I stopped when I came across a small pond and sat down on the dock

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve such a crappy life

"Can I join you?"

I turned around and saw Payton standing there on the dock with tears in her eyes

"Go away" I threw a rock into the water and watched it splash

"Please Abby you are my sister just let me talk"

She sat down beside me anyways but I continued to look forward

"How did you find me?"

"I followed you"

I lightly chuckled "stocker much"

"So look I think there's something we need to clear up"

"Yeah and what's that. Just spit it out I  can take it I'm already hurt enough"

*sighs* "look Abby Grayson still loves yo-"

"That's bullshit" I cut her off

"Would you let me finish what I was going to say geez"

I whispered "sorry"

"So as I was saying. Grayson still loves you. And I know that because 1. He told me many times that he loves you not me but I never let him leave 2. I see the way his eyes light up when he sees you and last he only dated me to get you jealous"

"Really" I said sarcastically "then explain to me why I walked in on you guys making out"

"I was the one who kissed him" she said with a tone in her voice that sounded like she regretted it

"Wait what?"

"I kissed him.  He knew you were coming to my dorm and he wanted to surprise you but I just wanted to spend time with you so I kissed him to try to freak him and leave but you walked in"

"Why didn't you tell me that sooner" I snapped

"I tried but every time I tried to talk to you, you would yell at me to go away"

*takes deep breath* "omg this is so screwed up. I should have listened to you and Grayson" I started to cry

Payton put her arm on my shoulder "hey Abby it's okay I forgive you for hating me. If I were you I would hate me. How could you ever forgive me for doing something like that"

"Well if you weren't my twin sister then I probably wouldn't have forgiven you but since I need you in my life then i forgive you"

*sniffle* "thank you Abby for forgiving me for such an awful thing"

She hugged me tight.

I stayed quiet

"What's wrong?"

"I lost Grayson" I looked down at my lap