Falling Apart

Chapter 15

My vision is fuzzy as I look around me but the image of Ian inches away from my face is clear. "Dim the lights, Kelly." he orders the woman watching us. The room becomes dark and the street light from the window pours onto the bed, letting me watch my biggest fear come alive. The woman leaves the room and shuts the door hard, making my head pound harder.

Ian's hands tremble up my leg and he quickly pulls the remainder of my clothing off my body. He uses his feet to kick off the rolled up skirt clinging to my ankles and they fall to the floor. "Finally," he tugs the bottom of his shirt and pulls it off, leaving me scanning his torso. "I've wanted to do this for so long." his breath becomes ragged and he reaches for my chest.

"Stop," I beg as he tosses my shirt behind him. "Please." I whisper.

"Baby." he hushes me and pushes his hips onto me. A loud groan forms in his throat and he rips my bra off, exposing my bare chest. He curses under his breath and begins to move further down my body. I'm still numb and can't move at all; all I can do is watch what's about to happen. It all feels like a scary movie or a nightmare, but I can't seem to wake up from this one.

Ian sits on his knees and his eyes take in my body. I lay uncomfortably and try to move but my hands are still tied behind me. I'm able to sit up further and for the first time all night I'm able to move my body. "I thought you were sorry," I look up at him as he unbuckles. "I thought you changed."

"Well that just proves how stupid you are. I hope our kid won't be that foolish." he kicks his pants off and joins the bed again. What kid?

"What are you..." he cuts me off by pressing his hard lips against my mouth. His tongue moves throughout me and I turn my neck to stop the unwanted kiss. "Get off of me." I kick him away and he moves off the bed. I'm proud of the new energy I seem to have until he grabs my calves and spreads open my legs. I try to clasp them back together but his grip is too strong.

"Don't fight this, baby. It'll all be over soon." he dips his fingers between my thighs and rips my panties off my body. I'm now fully naked and all I want is for David to burst through the door and save me from what I know is about to come.

Ian places my legs on either side of him and he pushes himself against my lower region once again. He lifts his body one more time and slides his boxers down as I shut my eyes. I don't want this; this can't be happening. "Ian, please don't...Ah!" I scream as he enters my body with force. My body moves with every movement he makes as if he controls me now and all I feel is the pain. "Stop, stop, stop!" I yell at him and tears fall down my face. His dark eyes focus on my shaking body as he glides into me and I try kicking him off of me but it doesn't work this time. He finishes until satisfaction and releases himself from me. His shirt is returned to his body and he leaves the room, bringing the woman back in to untie my hands and return my clothes to my body.

Just as I try to sit up, she laughs and plunges another needle into my arm. "You're not going anywhere for a while." her voice diminishes with every word and I yell back in disagreement until I sink back to the pillow and my eyes are shut unwillingly.

David's POV

Jenna and I continue turning our heads at every white car in the driveways of each house we pass by but none are vans. "This is pointless." Jenna sighs and her head rolls back.

"No it isn't, just keep looking."

"We've been looking for over half an hour and I'm pretty sure we're just going around and around this neighborhood."

I nearly give in and agree with her until I notice a bright car parked near a dark house. "Wait! Look." I point towards the house and hope fills her eyes as she notices the van.

"Yes! That's his car, that's Ian's car! They have to be together. Thank God."

"No, this is bad. Really, really bad." I pull up to the curb and my heart begins to pound. She's here, we actually found her, but I know what I'm going to see in a few moments.

"Come on!" Jenna excitedly gets out of the car and runs towards the brick house.

"Stop!" I slam my door and catch up to her. "You're not going in there. Get back in the car and I'll be back with Katherine in a minute." I assure her. She continues protesting until I practically push her back into the car and I walk alone back to the house. On the way up the brick steps, I notice a shovel near the bushes. A shovel seems like a good weapon to have for what I'm about to do. I take it and peek through the small side windows beside the door.

After only noticing furniture and no people, I slowly open the door and let myself him. Shovel in hand, I look around and walk through the house. I hear a faint conversation towards the hall beside me and I walk closer to the dimly lighted room. When I walk through the cracked door, the image I see drives me over the edge and my shovel meets the back of Ian's head.