Never Let Me Go (Liam Payne)

Chapter 19 ~ Alone

A/N: I'm sorry for the late update. I've been busy with summer clubs that I'm helping out with. 

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katie,xxx

Chapter 19 - Alone 

Belle and I reach the Oasis Studios after: ten minutes of driving. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Belle that nervous in my life. Honestly. She was ripping her hair out and I thought we were going to crash. It was all my fault though. I was telling her to “hurry up” and I swear, if we had gone any faster, I thought Belle would have been scarred for life. And this was all because of my actions.

“Belle, it’s ok!” I tell her, as we’re both walking up to the entrance of the studio.

Belle’s shaking and her eyes are glowing. She’s fidgeting her hands, and I start to feel bad for making her drive so fast. I was acting irresponsibly and if I’d have urged her more. We would have died. “I’m sorry, Belle. I didn’t mean to hurry you like that. It was irresponsible of me. I’m sorry,” I tell her solemnly, because what I’m saying is true.

I’ve changed a lot, this past week, and I’m surprised that I’m even apologising to Belle. She must be shocked to; but she doesn’t show it because she’s speechless and shocked at the same time. I really freaked her out and I can’t be anymore sorry. I’ve made an idiot out myself and I can’t believe she is still standing here. She’s still walking with me. If I was her, I would have run away by now.

Nevertheless, I opened the door and walked in to a familiar reception; which were surrounded by body guards.

“Katie.” I hear a familiar voice and Paul comes towards me, smiling. I smiled back just to be friendly. I didn’t want to become friends with a body guard. It would be weird right?

“To whom might this be?” Paul asks, looking at Belle who is in complete shock. Bless her, she’s shaking.

Paul looks from: me to her, a couple of times before he can fully know what’s going on. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out why I’m here, I mean. You can practically see it in my eyes. I think he knows –why I’m here- and I think I know what he’s going to say next. He probably knows that I’m here to see Liam; but I know that he’s busy. I just want to speak to him and he’s got to let me before I rip my hair out. He’s just got to.

“He’s free. They’ve got a ten minute break,” Paul finally says and I nod leaving Belle with him.

“Um, do you know the way?” Paul says, holding Belle’s arm so she doesn’t fall over. She looks so pale and it’s all my fault.

I nod and then leave without saying anything. Looking around, I take my mobile phone out of my pocket. I still haven’t deleted those numbers that Louis said he put on my phone and apparently –when I come to check my phonebook – it is indeed true that I haven’t deleted them. I can see them right in front of me.

“I have their numbers,” I say and I run off without saying anymore.

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It takes me at least ten minutes to reach the boys and when I turn the final corridor, I see Liam talking to Louis, outside. I keep wondering what they’re talking about and I kind of want to know what they are talking about. I look like an idiot, right now. But in, all honesty, I don’t actually care. I realise I am staring at them and before long, I’m facing Liam Payne.

“K-katie what are you doing here?” Liam asked, as I looked at him and Louis. There was confusion written all over his features and looking up at Louis, I just felt intimidated.

“Can-can we talk?” I asked him, nervously. I pushed back my hair and Louis nodded at Liam, before departing into the door behind him. “Uh, sure,” Liam replied and I smiled because he’s recognised me for the girl that he met four weeks ago. I wasn’t just some crazy fan and that made me smile. He recognised me.

“What’s up?” he asked and I wanted to slap him so badly; but I knew that wouldn’t solve things. Slapping him would make matters worse and I know that – that wasn’t part of the plan. Well… ‘my plan’ at least.

Taking a deep breathe in, I opened my mouth. Why wait any longer? “Firstly: why the hell, have you been ignoring me for a week? You have my number; did it not ever occur to you to use that? Why did you kiss me and then run away? Do you not know how I felt? And how the fucking hell do you still have a girlfriend? Danielle… am I right? Yeah… my friend told me. It doesn’t take a genius to look up: Liam Payne’s relationship’s. It’s all over the web.” I cried out, trying to take back the tear. “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME?!” I screamed at him, and for a moment he looked taken a-back and I could clearly see that he wasn’t expecting this speech from me. But I have to know.

I have to know why he left me. I have to know why he hasn’t seen me for a week. Kissing me was a big mistake if he thought he was never going to return. Although, I have to know why he didn’t want me for that week. I had to at least know why he kissed me and kept drawing me closer. All this week, I’ve been thinking about him and how painfully, I’ve missed him. I have. I have… missed him. Why can’t he see that?

“K-Katie I’m-I’m… sorry,” Liam apologised and I couldn’t help but cry. Crying is all I could do, right now and I didn’t care. I really couldn’t care. He caused this and I couldn’t believe I was wasting my tears on him.

Use-less.

For months, I’ve been by myself. No family, no other relative; until Liam. Liam came along and I got attached. So attached that is one of the reasons why I’m crying. I can’t ever be alone again. I can’t let him go. I can’t let myself go.

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A/N: You can now read the prologue, to the first book in the sequal. You can find this on my profile and you'll find the list there. Bel Watson made my cover for me and I love it because it looks pretty. At the sidebar, there should be a link to the book. If not, just go on my profile and find it there.

Please could I have at least five comments and votes before next chapter? You almost got there on the last one! Can you do it?

katie,xxx

P.S My sequal includes Belle's girl characters: Alex, Phebs, Belle, Mila and Moni. I have asked her if I can use her characters and she said yes. I assure you that I will not be calling them my characters, because they never will be.