My life as Justin Bieber's little sister (By ME, Kaitlyn Bieber)

Chapter 34: Don't forget...

*Grammy's-actual show*

(Kaitlyn's P.O.V)

I was backstage. I was about to perform two songs. One is my new song "Masquerade" (A/N: Just pretend its her song :)) and the other is a song from my debut album.

"You're gonna be awesome!" Kim Kardashian gave me a hug, trying to help me calm down.

"How can you say that? I'm probably gonna mess up...ON INTERNATIONAL TELEVISION!" I took a deep breath and sat down at the purple piano that was gonna move out on the stage as soon as I was announced.

"Now ladies and gentelmen. I have the honour of presenting our next performance. She's a model, a dancer and a singer. She is a close friend of mine and many of you, even just at the young of 15, she has accomplished so much in just two years. Please welcome, Kaitlyn Bieber!" Kim announced and the entire place was clapping as I came out, sitting behind the purple and kind of sparkly piano. I played the opening notes of Masquerade and started singing, the whole place silent while I started:

"I'd like to take this time, just to apologize,

The way you see me now, and what I am inside,

Really your character, there wasn't in it for us,

I tried to keep it up.

When I looked in your eyes, tonight,

I saw your heart crystal clear,

And when you look back in mine,

The truth seemed to disappear.

Because it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade,

Because it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade,

Masquerade

*quick instrumental*

I said "I loved you" first,

Well "love" is just a word,

Said it so many times,

That it became a blur,

You're not the only one,

I'm sure that hearing it hurts,

All of the pain you had,

I'm the worst.

And in your eyes tonight,

I saw your heart crystal clear,

And when you looked back in mine,

All the lies re-appeared.

Because it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade,

Because it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade,

Masquerade

*instrumental*

Now I can't believe you're telling me,

That you can move on easily,

I thought you really cared for me,

I was wrong, I was wrong,

I should've known my thorn was bitter sweet,

And saw the possibilites of me playing you, while playing me,

I was wrong, I was wrong,

So I guess it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade.

I guess it was all, it was all,

It was all a masquerade.

Masquerade

A masquerade." I sang and the background music changed, while I started playing the beginning of a different song.

"I'm sleeping through the day

I'm trying not to fade,

But every single night I've just been lying awake

Cause I, I can't get you off my mind  

The moment that we met, I didn't know yet

That I was looking at a face I'd never forget

Cause I, I can't get you off my mind," I took the microphone and got up, the band playing the music,

"I can't get you off my mind.

Give me the chance to love you

I'll tell you the only reason why

Cause you are on my mind.

I wanna know you feel it

What do you see when you close your eyes?

Cause you are on my mind.

I want to be best

I want to be worst

I want to be the gravity in your universe

And I, I wanna be there to help you fly

I'll help you fly boy

Oh the longer that I wait

The more that I'm afraid

That someone's gonna fool your heart and take you away

Cause I, I finally realized

That I can't get you off my mind..."

*After the performance*

We FINALLY got to the award that I was nominated for. Best New Artist. I was up against Esperanza Spalding, Cody Simpson-I hope I beat him- and Greyson Chance. Mom, dad and I were praying that I would win, my grip squeezing their hands.

"And the nominees are....Kaitlyn Bieber, Esperanza Spalding, Cody Simpson and Greyson Chance." Beyonce announced, while Nick Jonas opened the envelope in his hand.

"The award, for Best New Artist, goes to..." Nick fully opened the paper and they both exclaimed into the mic, "KAITLYN BIEBER!"  Oh my God. I stood up, hugging both my mom and dad. Walking down to the stage, hugging Katy Perry, Esperanza, Cody, Greyson, Usher, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus and Jaden Smith-I hugged him last. When I got on stage, I gave both Nick and Beyonce HUGE hugs, taking the award in one hand and using my free hand to  wipe away any tears on my cheeks.

"Wow this-this is amazing. I would liek to thank God, first of all, for giving me this oppourtunity. Mom, Dad, Justin, Jazzy, Jaxon, Grandma, Grandpa and Erin, thank you for being there as my support. I don't know where I'd be without you. Umm, Usher, Chris Brown, Demi Lovato, L.A Reid for helping me develop my career. My beautiful Kaitlynators, just thank you for everything you all have done for me. I love you guys! Finally, Cody Simpson. Thank you for every smile, every laugh, every tear and every good memory we've shared. You're an amazing person and I hope you get far in this world. I love you!" I finished and walked off with Beyonce, everyone clapping and in awe. I had just enough time to look at Cody's expression.  

He had tears in his eyes and was looking straight at me.  I looked straight back at him and Cody mouthed the words:

"I'm sorry. I love you."

It took all my strength, but I mouthed back:

"I love you. Don't forget that." A tear roll down his cheek and I felt tears brimming in my eyes.