Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Market trip gone bad....

                                    Ashton's POV_ Point Of View!

 Chapter 16!

I ran into the store/market with Anabelle on my back giggling her head off as she held onto me tightly with her arms wrapped around my neck tightly her nails were digging slightly into my skin cause she was holding on so tight so she didn't fall not that I would ever let her fall and her legs clung to my waist tightly even though I was already holding onto her legs but I don't really blame her for holding on tightly since I was running and she was on my back so the natural instinct is to hold on tightly so you wouldn't fall, But I think she was enjoying the ride the way she was giggling her head off up on my back.. I chuckle as I stopped once inside the store.

 I look up at her on my back with a cheeky grin as she giggles aimlessly , Once she catches my gaze she blushes and buries her face in my shoulder my grin grows wider at her adorableness and I chuckle she lifts her head out of my shoulder and gives me a playful glare I chuckle as I try to ignore the tingles shooting through me right now, she smiles softly at me showing me her pearly whites as her eyes shine with a little bit of happiness and I full out grin at that knowing and loving that I was the reason she's starting to actually feel at least a little bit happy and I'm the one to help and distract her from depression and the voices.

 I frown at that thought, that such a beautiful girl like her could be so depressed so broken that she would cut herself, that she could have such a past even if I have no idea what she went through but I do know that she must've went through some type of abuse because of the scars Isabella saw, How bad the abuse was  I have no Idea but it had to be pretty bad to leave the scars that Isa told me about and according to Isa they weren't pretty scars they were really bad, She must've  gone through a lot of pain to get those scars, Whatever her past is I will help her move on from it cause when I got adopted I learned you can't live in your past you have to move on from your past and have a new better life and a happy life.

 "Ash?" Anabelle's voice snapped me out of my thoughts I shook my head and looked up at her who was still on my back she was looking at me worriedly with her eyebrows creased  and her eyes shined with concern.             "Hmm?" I mutter she raises a eyebrow at me as she releases a chuckle the sound was like music to my ears such a beautiful laugh, I mentally groan as I looked up at the beautiful girl who in her eyes I may always be just a friend, But then again we did almost kiss.             "Ash you zoned out for like 10 minutes standing in the middle of the store" She said giggling heat rose to my cheeks as I realized I had been caught spacing out.            "Oh" I mumbled she giggled more hiding her face in my shoulder to muffle her giggles, I tensed when her mouth accidently grazed the skin on my neck and sparks shot through and I felt her freeze  her giggles coming to a abrupt stop.

 "Well um... I'll go get a buggy" I  muttered not that we need one cause we are only getting a couple things but whateves, she quickly nodded and jumped off my back making me want her to be back on my back, I looked at her to see she had a slight blush on her cheeks and was looking everywhere but me, I sigh and walk to the buggies  lost in thoughts of Anabelle always planted in my mind.

 I liked her since the day I met her as soon as I layed eyes on her when she was hovered over Daisy to protect her which that was stupid of her she could have gotten hurt but I can't really blame her  we all have some stupid in us, I have had a huge crush on her since that day and I do want her to be mine but I knew that she was hurting, depressed, in pain and broken for me to just come out and ask her out so instead I became her best friend and I vowed I'd help her with her depression on that day she told me she had depression and then when I saw the cuts lining on her wrists I promised myself that I'd fix her and I will, But  I always thought she wouldn't like me more than a friend but then we almost kissed today.. I don't know what it means if she likes me or was just caught up in the moment,, I don't know but I'm confused now cause if there is even a small chance that she could like me I needed to know, I know she's emotionally not ready to be in a relationship but I will wait until she is and until then I will be her friend and help her through her depression, her pain and her past, but I just need to know if she likes me as more than a friend cause I like her more than I should.. I wouldn't call it love but its very close to that and I just need to know..