Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Parker?

Chapter 12!!

This guy had Aiden's hair and eyes that I was convinced he was Aiden, I had to tell myself that this guy was not Aiden that Aiden was in jail. I blink back the tears as I stood frozen in spot staring fearfully at this guy, He had honey brown eyes, Aiden had honey brown eyes, He had wavy light short honey brown hair, Aiden had honey brown hair, he looked so much like Aiden but he also had some different appearances that made me realize he wasn't Aiden like he was a lot more muscular than Aiden was this guy had a six pack and arm muscles Aiden was strong and muscled but not as much as this guy, this guy also had a well defined jaw Aiden did too but this guys looked better, he looked to be about 5"10 and Aiden is 6"1, he also had a lip ring that Aiden doesn't have and I could tell this guy was a bad boy or at least wants to be by the way he walked and the leather jacket he had on, But he still looked so much like Aiden that it took me several minutes to convince myself that he was not, I was still frozen in fear maybe Aiden sent him to hurt me, No no he's going to hurt me.

The boy suddenly smiled up at me and took a step up on the first stair, my eyes widened and my heart started gunning in speed, my breath came out uneven and labored, tears started to roll down my cheeks. "Hey are you okay?, Why are you crying?" He asked he even had a deep voice like Aidens, he started to walk up the steps to get to me I screamed as images   and flashes of Aiden beating me flashed in my head, in seconds Kate, Seth, Angie and Luke were there when they heard my scream, Seth's eyes turned to anger when he saw the guy on the steps about 5 steps from me he grabbed him by the collar and pulled him down the stairs.

"What did you do to my daughter?" He hissed the boy looked at me again and I look into those honey brown eyes the same color of the guy who told me I was worthless, r..raped me and beat me and that's when I lost it the tears ran down my face freely breaking into sobs, I dropped Daisy's leash and turned on my heel running up the stairs. "Ana!" I heard Kate yell but I ignored her and ran into my room slamming the door shut I collapsed on the ground sobbing historically, he looked so much like him he has come to hurt me, he's going to hurt me, I'm sobbing my heart is beating faster in fear and panic, Aidens face was stuck in my head his evil smirk as he would hit me, I couldn't hear my sobs anymore it was replaced by a ringing in my ears and Aiden's voice..

"You are worthless". "No one will ever want you". "Pathetic that's all your ever be"

I grab my head screaming bloody murder, sobbing historically . "Please go away, make it stop" I yelled a evil laugh was heard in my head , I scream he's in my head, get out of my head go away. "Get out get out" I yell more laughter I sob harder. "Please" I whisper but it's no use it doesn't go away it continues to torture me..

"I can't take it anymore" I scream and before I even knew what I was doing I had the razor out of my box that I kept things in, I hurriedly rip my jacket off and roll my sleeve's up I lay my razor on my wrist.. No, wait I can't do this I promised Seth I wouldn't that I would try to stop cutting, I can't break my promise I can't hurt him, I can't hurt them , it's only been a day since I cut I just can't let Seth down..

  But the thought  of Aiden  and how he always hurt and called me names and how that boy downstairs looks just like him and no one that looks like or is like Aiden is nice, That boy will hurt me and I just know it..

I let a sob out as I cut into my wrist, the blood flowed out of my cut and  down my wrist and dropped onto the carpet, Oh shoot I forgot about the carpet how am I supposed to get that up now?.. Just then I heard a knock on my door my head shot up shoot shoot shoot, Please don't come in please don't come in, Just leave please.