Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Adopted NO!!

                                                                 chapter 1!!

"Your so worthless" My dad sneered at me, tears ran down my nine year old face, He slapped me across the face I screamed. "How many times do I have to tell you not to scream" He yelled and kicked me in the stomach, I bit my lip to stop myself from screaming.

"Your so fat, fatty no wonder you have no friends" He sneered and threw me across the room I slammed into the wall, I screamed in pain, he came over and kicked me.

"shut up worthless girl, I cant believe your my daughter your so ugly" He said, he brought his knife out, my eyes widened I shook my head tears rolling down my face, he lifted my shirt and sliced the knife against my delicate skin, I screamed he punched me in the mouth, he pulled the knife out blood poured out, he pulled me up by my hair I cried out in pain, he pulled something shiny out, a GUN, My eyes widen he pushed me down, I screamed, he aimed the gun at me.

"I'm tired of dealing with you, so I'm going to get rid of you" He sneered, he put his finger on the trigger, I screamed bloody murder, he laughed a evil bitter laugh,

"Say bye bye Ana" he said, just as he was about to pull the trigger, the door burst open and a bunch of police men came rushing in two tackled my dad down and put him in cuffs he looked at me and mouthed... 'I will get out and I will kill you' I gulped and started to sob, a cop came over to me and bent down to my eye level.

"Hey, sweetie your okay now your daddy will be locked up for a long long time" The cop said I nodded sniffling, " Come on your going to come with us to a nice home okay" He said holding a hand out, I hesitantly put my tiny hand in his much larger hand and he brought me out to his cop car....

I sat up in bed screaming, sweat covered my body and tears ran down my face freely, I had the dream again, I sigh I usually have dreams and bad nightmares about my past every night, I checked the time it was 5:15, I got out of bed and went to the window to see it was still dark out, I got some clothes and went to take a shower, before I go any farther I'm going to tell you a little about myself....

HI, My names Annabelle Smith but everyone calls me Ana, I'm 14 years of age, I have straight strawberry blonde hair, baby blue eyes, I'm 5'2, I'm small in weight or so everyone says I honestly think I'm fat but I weigh 90, I love to draw, drawing is my passion, I like to read and write, I've had a bad past, I was abused, starved , neglected and r-aped by my dad and when I was 9 my dad tried to kill me but the cops came just in time and sent him to jail, they took me to the hospital for my injuries then I went to the orphanage, I thought things would get better now that my dad was in jail, that I would get adopted, but I was dead wrong, I met these two boys Caleb and Aiden they were two years older than me, at first they were nice but then they started to abuse me and rape me, they were just caught two months ago when Ms. Mary the lady who runs this place walked in on Aiden beating me, and they were taken to jail, I have a lot of scars from my dad, Aiden and Caleb, I have depression and yes I do cut but no one knows and I plan to keep it that way a secret, I don't eat much I starve myself, and I don't ever come out of my room, I'm terrified of people, I don't trust anyone not even Ms. Mary. and I will never trust anyone again a promise that I made to myself when Aiden and Caleb were taken to jail, that I would never trust anyone ever again cause in the end there just hurt you, Yup so that's it for know at least.

I stepped out of the shower and I wrapped a towel around my body, I looked into the mirror and the first things I thought were... Ugly, Fat, Worthless and Pathetic, Tears came to my eyes, I grabbed my razor and layed it against my wrist, tears rolled down my cheeks.

'your so ugly Ana, Your worthless, no one will ever want you, you have no friends, your a freak..' the voices in my head said, I screamed , tears running down my face, I sliced my wrist with the razor it was painful at first but it turned into pleasure taking all my pain away, letting me release my pain, all the hurt I've been feeling, Blood poured out onto the sink, I sliced my wrist 4 times, 4 fresh cuts, I cleaned the  blood off of my wrist and cleaned up my wrist, and cleaned the sink of any blood.