Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Outburst!!

       Chapter 13!

  I woke up to yelling and screaming from downstairs, I sit up and switched the lamp on then yawned, After the dinner we never did talk Kate went to go hang out with a friend or something so Seth and I just stayed in our room not wanting to talk or do much of anything, such a stressful day I think to myself, I grab my phone looking at the time I see it was 12:03, More screaming was heard from downstairs, I get out of the bed and go to the door and step out.

I tiptoe down the stairs when I get to the last one I stop and pear my head to look into the kitchen to see Seth and Kate screaming their heads off at each other..

 "YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME SETH" Kate screamed Seth glared.                   "I was going too, Gosh you don't know how to listen" He exclaimed trying to keep a cool head but I could see the flaming anger in his eyes, Kate snorted rage in her eyes.              "HOW CAN YOU BE OKAY WITH THIS SETH?, ITS CUTTING" She yelled he glared at her.                           "I'M NOT OKAY WITH IT, BUT SHE'S MY DAUGHTER AND I'M GOING TO HELP HER" He screamed at her his cool head gone as rage consumed him she scoffed.                      "AFTER ALL WE'VE DONE FOR HER, AFTER ALL WE HAVE PUT UP WITH SHE GOES AND DOES THIS, SETH THIS IN UNFORGIVEABLE" Kate screamed, Does she really think that I just started to cut?, that's stupid of her to think, I can't stand to see them fight like this especially when its over me when I caused all of this its my fault.

  "SHE'S OUR DAUGHTER KATE WE WILL FORGIVE HER NO MATTER WHAT IT IS" Seth screamed she huffed.                     "NO!, YOU CAN BUT I WON'T" She screamed they continued to scream things at each other, I couldn't take it any more I jump off the stairs and run into the kitchen.

  "Stop" I yelled they both snap there heads to me glaring I flinch back Seth's eyes soften when he see's its me but Kate glared harder.                     "Ana go back to bed" He said calmly but I could still see the anger in his eyes,, his voice was hoarse from all the screaming he had just done.                    "How can I with all of this screaming" I exclaimed he looked guilty but I ignore it and look over at Kate.            "Please stop acting like this, this is not you please" I plead with her she gives me a death glare I flinch back.                       "No!, YOU ARE A UNGRATEFUL BRAT, AFTER ALL WE HAVE DONE FOR YOU, YOU GO AND DO THIS, YOU HAVEN'T BEEN EASY BUT I LOVED YOU THAT'S WHY I DELT WITH IT" She screamed I felt like a knife had been stabbed through my heart but instead of sadness and fear from her yelling at me, Anger boiled in me.         "Ana, How could you after everything we have done for you, you go and cut" She exclaimed the anger I felt boiled up more in me.

  "Do you honestly think that I just started to cut?, Kate seriously" I exclaimed she opens her mouth to say something but I beat her to it,                  "NO KATE I DID NOT JUST START TO CUT, I'VE BEEN CUTTING FOR 3 YEARS, WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?, CAUSE IT HURT ME WHEN I WAS JUST 4 YEARS OLD AND SAW MY MOM DIE RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES,  CAUSE MY DAD BEAT ME EVERY DAY CAUSE HE WAS A DRINKER HE WOULD BEAT TILL I PASSED OUT, CAUSE IT BROKE ME WHEN I GOT MY INNOCENCE RIPPED FROM ME AT THE AGE OF 7 I WAS R-RAPED BY MY OWN FATHER IT BROKE ME, YOU DON'T KNOW ME NEITHER OF YOU DO SO DON'T SAY THAT I'M UNGRATEFUL CAUSE I'M NOT I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU BOTH HAVE DONE FOR ME BUT I CAN'T UP AND FORGET MY PAST LIKE THAT" I screamed as hot angry tears rolled down my cheeks, she stood there stunned and shocked tears ran down her face, Seth also stood stunned but he was shaking in anger and had tears running down his cheeks, and that's when I realized what I had done I had just told them some of my past and I couldn't take it back either, I looked at both of them wide eyed what had I done..  what do I do what do I say?, NO NO NO...